Chapter 1

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A/N: So when Accalia was 6 she got a journal^^she was a great reader and writer, yes I know she is 6, my fanfic, my rules. To be specific a five year diary she marked down each year till she'd open up to everyone. So enjoy the book and just read it. Btw she writes on her birthday. And that song is just a note she rights

Year 1
I wanted to write a journal for each year I'm here with these other kids before I talk to them and who knows maybe I'll continue righting it, ok so I'm 4 and it's my birth day I mean it's cool here, I just don't talk to anyone, except this really nice girl amethyst but everyone talks about me here I love being labeled evil, but I hate my dad, and my mom, well I've over heard her talking to Malefficent sating she's going next year, I think she might kill herself. That's it for now but hey at least I have a place to hide from my abusive dad, oh well I'm not a coward like my mom, she needs to suck it up. That's how my year has been. I'm done.

Year 2
OH MY GOD I can't believe I just did that, so today is mine and Mal's birthday and I wrote a note to Mal saying happy birthday sorry I don't talk to you guys, and then when I went to my room and Mal, Carlos, Evie, and Jay were in there, they screamed happy birthday when I walked in, but I didn't think they knew how to be nice, we're only nice to each other anyways, but I just stared Mal came up to me and said they wish they could talk to me I ran, this year has been the worst ever my mom killed herself, my dad found my hiding spot, and the only nice girl I talk to Amethyst totally left me in the dust she was so rude to me I hate my life! I know I love being evil and bad so do the other kids, but we don't like the hate.

Year 3
I'm still regretting what I did on my last birthday this year is just been dark and lonely I want to talk to them, but we're do I start.

Year 4
I've come down with depression and I'm 9 I want to die, I've had self harm problems, and suicidal attempts yet I'm 9 I wonder what would those 4 do if I was gone?

A/n: ok so this is where it gets confusing so don't worry I'll tell you when it's a pov or a journal writing.

Accalia's POV
Ok so I'm done with life and it's my birthday the 4 guys always come in and hope I'll talk, I'll write a note and run far away down a dark alley and end it I'll leave my journal open for them to read.

Journal writing
Year 6
Dear whoever's eyes that my letter finds, this will only take a couple minutes of your time, I just want to tell somebody how I feel inside, get it off my chest and then I'll put it all behind me, or at least I'll try, I wondered if lonely's something that you've ever felt, like even if you wanted to you couldn't ask for help, like you're in a dark room and the walls are closing in, I scream shout and no ones even listening, somehow it always seems like I've hit rock bottom, and no one even cares I'm left left forgotten, and then I think rock bottom maybe I could climb a mountain until I'm hurt again in seconds, I'm counting sheep as I try to sleep knowing that when I wake all the pain comes rushing back, the same pattern over over again, accept this time I really think I'm giving in, anyway thanks for listening if you even did maybe what it takes is for me to be buried deep below the ground, well that's it now I hope the world feels proud
Sincerely yours forever, good night

Mal's POV
I laughed as I walked into Accalia's room to scream happy birthday to her, we already had my birthday Carlos's was yesterday, Jay's was the day before Carlos, and Evie's is tomorrow. "Ok are you guy's- huh." I was cut off when I saw her journal, I read it and I have too find her I through the journal and ran out.

A/N: yes I know not my best work but it soon will be its about to get real interesting

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