Just Want To Be Loved (complete)

chapter 31

Serenity
Well we have everything set up just have to wait till the big day. Which is tomorrow. Omg I'm so nervous. I'm glad it's gone be at my dads church, but I'm sad cuz it should be him doing the ceremony. Seems like I will never get over them not being here. My mom won't be able to teach me how to be a parent and my dad won't be able to walk me down the aisle. This is tooo much...

"Sis, stop crying. They here I promise"
"How did you know that's why I was crying T?"
"Cuz you my sister duh, and I'm feeling the same way. But we got each other"
"This just isn't fair. When will it get easier?"
"I don't renity, I don't know"

Trish
Damn man, I wish I could make her feel better. But I feel the same. Mama was pose to teach us, daddy was pose to be here to threaten the boys and to do our weddings. Lord I know you make no mistakes but plze keep up.
(Phone rings)

"Hello"
"I love you girls and I always will. We are not there in the physical but we watching y'all in spirit, and even tho you can't see us we are will be there for the birth of our grand babies and yall weddings" (line goes dead)
(Looks at phone crazy)

Maybe I'm trippin. I gotta be. Cuz that sounded like dad but he's been dead. Ok lord now I'm going crazy or either pol playing on my phone.... Thoughts gco by serenity screamign and crying.

"Renity what's wrong?"
"It was... The phone... (Crying)... I answered...."
"Ok breath what happen'
" dad was in the phone "
"Huh, what you mean?"
"He said they not here in physical but watching and are here in spirit and then my phone went dead.... (Crying harder)
" ok, I wasn't trippin then."
"Whatcha mean?"
"I got a phone call with the same convo, but before coould reply, the line went dead"

They cry together and talk about it more. It makes them feel better. With all they have been thru and with all that will be going on. It's good to know that their parents are with them all the way. Well time for the wedding tomorrow.

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Coedine
Damn nigga about to be married tomorrow. Like off the market permently, omg. I can't get no more head unless its from my wife, I can't dip in nun else unless it's my wife. I mean I'm not mad but damn. Do y'all see how fine I am. If you haven't paid attention go back to the beginning of the book and look at my pic. I'm fine asf and now I can't be touched unless it's with Trish. But then again. She so sexy I can handle it. Naw I'm it second guessing I'm happy, I was just thinking out loud. Damn (rolls eyes) y'all some judgmental jack asses.

" nigga, stop thinking it over so hard. I know u love her and you ain't gone fuck up and we gone b great fathers point blank period"
"Damn nigga get out my head, how you know tho frfr"
"Nigga we brothers I know you as well as you know me"
"But I also know you not worried you happy asg to be married, you ain't even thinking or questioning nothing"
"Ion bruh, I just know its right."

Tre'
See I already serenity right for me. I already know that I wouldn't have it any other way. I'm just ready to say I do and my boys get here, then my goddaughter. Then maybe get out the game. Yeap I've been thinking about it. Me and Coedine talked about it. But if we leave we leave together.

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Hello my beautiful butterflies. How are y'all. Sorry for such a late update. Make sure to read my other books "forever yours", "drug lords daughter", thanks for the love and votes and comments. Means alot. I love you all. We are almost done with this journey. I might a sequel not sure tho. Well lata yall