War among Wolves

Nueba and hidden dreams

        We where almost to the beach when I realized I left my one piece. "Nat, I-" she turned and gave me that look. I pulled her away from her fun for my swim suit emergency. She gave me a big sinister grin and I knew I was in for something. "You are so lucky I just so happen to be best buds with the owner of this designer swim suit shop on the beach. They have the cutest bikini's." I new it. Bikini's. I do not have that body, I cannot wear those. "Absolutely not. I cannot wear a bikini when I have this. " I pointed to all of me. My pale, chunky everything. It's bad enough when I want to wear anything with short sleeves. Nat shakes her head in disagreement. She has always said there is nothing wrong with me. Rodey looks at us talking through the rear view mirror of his jeep. "What's wrong, Z?"

I didn't get to say anything before Nat covers my mouth. "She forgot her bathing suit and thinks she can't wear a bikini because of her body. " Rodey shakes his head, too. Typical. "Z, you are beautiful inside and outside. With or without clothes. and I don't know if yo-" I was then yanked to the front and put in Cayden's lap, cutting Rodey off in surprise. "Now you listen here, woman. There is absolutely nothing wrong with your body. I don't care what others say or what you think of yourself. You are lovely. Pale or not. " I wanted to cry. No one outside of my handful of friends have ever complimented anything about my body. Or me for that matter.

    We get to the shop she was telling me about and the obviously gay store manager walks over and hugs Natalie. "New suit already?" He cocks a brow at Nat. My guess is she was just in here last week. She laughs and wraps a arm around me. "Nope, it's her turn. Don't let the top fool ya, this one has some serious knockers. " I have to be beat red by now. He grabs my and spins me around looking at my body. I feel seriously uncomfortable. "Okay Okay, lets see here. Pale with a warm undertone that means pinks, golds, purple, maybe orange. What is your favorite color?" I didn't even have to think. "green, then red, then black. " He taps a finger on his pale pink lips. "I have it! Come with me. " He screams out and yanks my hand. I'm starting to feel like a rag doll. I am handed a purple and gold bikini with a size D tag. "A shawl?" I look at this purple fabric with gold flecks that came with the bikini. "Kind of. this is wrap-kini. Its a bikini with this wrap in case you need to go into a store or get cold. Just don't swim with this on. " I take the outfit into the dressing room. It fits perfectly aside from the fact everything is showing. I have ass coming out in places and my boobs look huge in this. I step out and twirl. "Okay so how do you feel about this?" I look at him and don't say anything. I grab the wrap and cover myself. "oh no! she is self- conscious. Honey, you look hot. If i wasn't gay I'd be all over you. Now show this C.J. how bad you can really be. " We pay for the outfit and I tie the wrap. "Zexta stop that." Nat tries to pull off my wrap but snaps the strap of the bikini against my skin instead. "Ow! Hey I ain't hiding myself. I shall surprise him. I tied a good knot so maybe he can "help" me. " I stuck my tongue at her and she just hugs me. Wiping fake tears she clasps my shoulders " my little hoe is grown up." Giving me that baby face we grab each others hands and walk down the strip.

"Okay so lets see it." C.J. looks me up and down. "I sort of tied this too tight. Can you help?" I grab the knot I made and showed him. He quickly and easily pulls the wrap over my head. "I'll untie it later. This is easier. Whoa..." C.J. face turns red as the top catches on my breast. He yanks up and watches them bounce and settle in the revealing two piece. I slap him hard. "UP HERE." He grins at me and throws me over his shoulder. " Now see what being feisty will get you." I knew what he was about to do and I was not down. I pounded against him as hard as I could and squirmed to get out of his grasp but it was no use.

He tossed me into the water.

I let myself sink to the bottom, silently moving through the murky waves until I found his feet. I swam toward his legs knocking him over. "See what that will get ya." I smirked at him and darted away so he couldn't attack me, but I was to late. He wrapped his hand around my ankle and dragged me to him. The salty water bur ed my nose but I wasn't focused on that. I could feel his body over me. My back faced him, pressing my chest into the sand. Okay this is like the 4th time I've been like this and nothing happens. At least I'm half naked. We ran up and down the beach till we couldn't breathe. We set up the towels and ate a light lunch. "Turn the radio up." I bob my head to the happy tunes of Bill Haley. "We're gonna rock around the clock tonight." I start swing my head and singing along when Nat joins in and we get up to dance. The boys didn't join in till Jail house rock came on three songs later. As we are jamming out we don't realize how close we got to the tides and a wave crashed into our middles. "Hahahaha niicceee. " I look at C.J. with a big smile. "Okay Nat now you have to walk with me." Rodey took Nat to walk along the beach as the sun set, leaving me alone with C.J. Great.