Niall smiles at me with daring eyes
My heart starts beating out of my chest
His blue orbs wash away the lies
Of the mean words and the exhausting times
He grabs my hand while gorillas jump in my stomach
He doesn't know how hard it was to be where I am now
Niall doesn't know why but I do know how
Girls scream at the top their lungs with tearing eyes
Being one of them I understand how they feel
His grip tightens around my waist
to secure me from running away
Oh how this boy makes me alive, makes me real
He twirls me round until he is facing me
Our pink lips are inches away
I think to myself "how can this be"
Then all if a sudden everything blurs
Niall's face can't be seen any more
The screams of fans can't be heard anymore only a soft "wake up"
I open my eyes and reality hits
It was all a dream
A wonderful dream that turned to be a nightmare
Thinking of how life really is to me
My eyes get watery to think that I'm only a fan
I'm only a girl...
I'm only one of those screams...
I'm only a stretched hand...
I'm nothing to him
Oh How I wish life could be a reality lived in a dream ...
