feelings ::cashton

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"what's wrong, baby boy?" ashton had knocked on calum's front door at nine in the morning on a saturday, calum looked exhausted.
   
  
"why have you been ignoring me?" he asks worriedly, as he looked into calum's eyes that were slightly red and had bags under them. "i was asleep ashton, i'm tired. can we talk later?" calum's voice was a bit deeper than usual, he frowned when calum rolled his eyes and crossed his arms against his chest.
   
  
"are you mad at me, calum?" hearing ashton refer to calum with his actual made both of the boy's feel weird inside, "yes i am, but right now i would like to sleep and n-." ashton grabs calum's wrist and pulls him upstairs to his room and then closes the door behind them. "my mum is sleeping and would be very upset if he knows you are here."
  
  
ashton shrugs, "please tell me why you've been ignoring me."
   
  
"because you lied to me."
  
  
the long haired boy furrows his eyebrows, "what are yo-?"
  
  
"i-i heard about you and kayla fucking around, see what makes me so upset is that you didn't bother to tell me, i really don't like kayla but that doesn't matter because you can fuck who ever you want. i-i feel like you've been lying to me a-and. ." calum sits on his bed and looks away from ashton as he looks down at him and sighs quietly.
   
  
"i'm sorry, i didn't think it was a big deal."
   
  
"well, it kinda is, you had sex with someone i cant stand."
   
   
"yet, you talk to someone i can't stand."
   
  
calum senses the attitude in ashton's voice, "why does everything end up adding to luke, he's my best friend and it's not like ive had sex with him or something and didn't tell you."
  
 
"i said i was sorry, cal." ashton groans, he was use to ashton calling him baby boy that hearing him say cal, or calum break his heart a bit.
  
  
"why do you get angry with me when i tell you how i feel about something? am i not allowed to have feelings or something or do you not give a shit about how i feel?" calum asks angrily, making ashton stand up, "i didn't come here to argue with you, i just want to know what the problem was."
   
  
"obviously our relationship is the problem." calum mumbles.
   
  
ashton angrily furrows his eyebrows, "what fucking relationship do we truly have?"
   
  
"i-"
   
  
"we're not friends, we arent dating. calum, we agreed to be there for each other when one of us got horny, and that's it. i-i i'm done with this conversation."
   
  
calum groans, "why the fuck do you actually act like you don't care about me but then you're always acting like a jealous fuck when i'm with luke. it pisses me off, stop hiding your feelings."
   
 
ashton huffs through gritted teeth, "i'm not hiding my feelings, calum. and you don't mean fucking shit to me, understood?" calum's eyes widened as ashton was in his face, his eyes full of something. the short boys eyes started to burn, like he would cry any second. "i-i. . ."
   
  
for a second, it seemed like ashton's eyes softened but eventually hardened again as he headed out calum's door and rushed to the front door and left the hood's household.
   
   
calum's hands were shaking and his heart was racing, tears ran from the boy's eyes as he ran into his bathroom and sat on the cold tile floor with his knees against his chest.
   
   
the boy picked up a bottle that was beside the tub and threw it hard against the wall out of anger.
    
   

  

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