If I took my last breath just to save yours would you even care?
If I showed you what I'm capable of would you fear me?
If I were to show you the slight narrow cuts on my wrists and thighs would you leave me?
You my dear, are so sincere with the way you look at me, but yet you can't even look me in the eyes. Why is this? I know I have my flaws, I know the depression has almost taken over me, but please look me in the eyes tell me I'm beautiful one last time. Before the weight of the world makes it harder to hold on and I slip away. I fade... I fade away so slow to your eyes ,quickly in your mind.
I need you, okay? Your smile is like Cyanide. I need your support through all the pain and rejection. Sometimes pain never ends. The torture I've been through all this time. If only I was sane enough to think about what will happen if I left this.
It's getting harder to hold on. But if your here I'm safe from my demons...
