Madison's pov
Yeah well if you didn't hear the news my mom died yesterday everyone knows about it idk why she did it I regret a lot of stuff I did and said to her and she won't be coming back when I would be out since 4 in the morning I would think she be sleeping when I get back but she wouldn't she would be waiting till I get back I would ask her why aren't you sleeping mom and she would because I want to make sure you safe and okay and I'll stay up 24 hrs until you get home
As long as your safe Madison one time I was smoking and I came home and she said where have been and I said non of your business leave me alone and I ran upstairs and she followed me to my room and asked the same question and I ignored her and slammed the door on her when all she wanted was for me to be okay and I didn't even notice it :( so next I went out and got a call from Joelle which was yesterday and she said words I would never expect her to say she said Madison come home because your mom just died and I hurried up and ran and ran until got there I didn't see my mom and we had her funeral yesterday to but anyways when we were at the funeral I stood by a tree because I was to nervous to go up to her coffin then I finally got the courage to go and I said mom I'm so sorry that i did what I did smoking when all you wanted was to see me happy and all you wanted was for me to be healthy and okay you gave me incouragment and you made me babe I love you the I finally seen her she looked so beautiful and peaceful she looked like and angel she was smiling I want to hug her I started crying and to think that I don't have my mom anymore is heart breaking now it's me my dad and my sisters Joelle,ava and Jennifer I love my mom always,so r.i.p mom...
