I seen ava and Jennifer come downstairs with there toys in there hands then once they seen me they dropped them and ran towards me and jumped on me " mommy! " they both yelled then I seen Madison running downstairs to and she saw me and gave me a hug Joelle was at her moms so she won't be here I looked at jen and ava and there hair was done in a little ponytail and they were wearing a shirt that said playdate material they looked so cute " I put that outfit on them and did there hair mom " Madison said I looked at here and smiled "mom dad said you were dead and how come we had a funeral for you if your not dead and dad said he seen you as a ghost " Madison said " well forget about that I'm here and that's all that matters " I told her and she hugged me again " your right mom " she said I smiled then Jon walked in the house and looked at me " gross " Jon said and turned around and walked back outside I put jen and ava down and walked outside and tapped on his shoulder " what did I do " I said " really you leave for like almost a year to some other state and make everyone think your dead and now you just come back wow you really are a moron " he said " look I did it for a reason and it's damn good reason so don't come in my house and get mad because I left,I'm back now and with my family so don't think you can just come in here and say whatever you want to me because I could care less what you have to say Jon " I said and he shook his head looking at me " your crazy natiya " he said " get out " I said " look I came here to hang out with my best friend Joe I don't give a fuck about you natiya I'm surprised Joe stuck around with you for 18 years I know I couldn't do it if I was him I would been left you and I'm disgusted with myself because I actually liked you and had a crush on you not only that I kissed you " he said and I started feeling bad about myself " I guess your right Jon, I guess you are right I'm disgusted with myself to and I just hate myself so I know you hate me I hate me to idk why I ever made the choice to come back to the shit nobody likes me here anyways everyone treats me like shit the only people who love me is my best friend Eva Marie and Roman reigns and Seth Rollins and my daughters
everyone else hates me for no reason at all the only person that has a crush on me in WWE is Randy ortan and the other person that has a crush on me is Colby so I understand if you don't want nothing to do with me- " I said but he cut me off " look natiya I'm sorry for what I said to you and I didn't mean it I hope we can still be best friends" he said and hugged me I cried and hugged him back " shhh it's okay baby " he said rubbing my head I looked up at him and smiled he smiled to he was getting closer to my face ready to kiss me with his eyes closed my eyes were closed to ready to kiss I started hearing romantic music In my head then I thought about what I was doing this is the whole reason why I left I the first place so the romantic music or whatever you want to call it whatever anyways stopped in my head and I pushed him away from me before he could kiss me " stop Jon,I want to kiss you but I can't because Joe I'm I love him already and I can't be in love with you to and I only want to be in love with only Joe and I want to keep it like that " I said and he started looking guilty about it and I could see the pain and the hurt in his eyes " yeah your right natiya I shouldn't have kissed you in the first place to begin with and I shouldn't have tried to kiss you again " he said I hugged him again and he made sure he could hug me as tight as possible hopefully we can just be friends...
