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(Rose's P.O.V.)~
"Is my old friend Henry Millers working Here?" I asked the cashier very curiously.
"Sure thing Ma'am, wait right here please, I'll be right back." she said.
"Thank you. It's urgent that I speak with him." I said.
"I'm sure it is... Mr. Henry will be right with you." the cashier replied.
"Again, Thank you..." I smiled.
***
Meanwhile, Outside...
"Rose?!... What are you doing here so late?" Henry asked me when he arrived.
"I need to talk to you... It's urgent... And Private." I said sadly.
"Okay then..." He said, "What do you want to talk about?"
"I want to erase my memories. All of them." I said.
"Seriously?!... This is what you want to do with your life?!" He asked in surprise.
"Yes I'm serious. Why wouldn't I be?" I asked.
"What about all the good things you've done?! Or how we met?!" He wondered in shock.
"Name ONE THING that I have done really good in my life!..." I said rudely.
"Rose... I'm just worried for you, that's all!..." He said.
"Thanks, but I can take care of myself." I said coldly to him.
"Why would you want to do this anyway, Rose?" Henry asked me.
"You don't know what I've truly seen...
Or what I've even really heard...
Or what my enemies really did to me,
I just want to do this alone.
So that I can be on my own,
And that nobody else has to get hurt,
Because of me and my selfish ways,
I know that you won't like this,
But I have to do it anyway...
To make this pain all go away...
I was beaten down hard as a rock,
I cannot even try to walk,
You've seen who they were before,
Don't try to make them look so bored
But if you really want to know why,
I'll be glad to finally tell it to you...
For so long, I've been a slave...
For so long I could not escape!
You've seen what they did to me!
I'm a monster just like them!...
Why do you keep asking me?
When you already know the answers?
How many times must I tell you?
What more do you want of the truth?!...
I don't want to do this any more!
I've already done this too many times before!
I don't want anyone else getting hurt!
This is what I want to do,
So that no one else blames me, or you...
What else can I truly do?!
It's too much for me to ask of you!
I don't want to feel this pain anymore...
I don't want to hurt anyone anymore!...
I've already done this too many times before!...
For so long I've been a slave!
For so long I could not escape!
What else is there for me to do?!...
Don't feel sorry for me...
Or even be disappointed in me too...
Just because I can't even explain!...
I'm sorry to tell you this now...
I hope that you understand...
I'm just so tired to do this again...
I know that I'm a killer robot,
I know that I can always be reprogrammed,
But not this time for me, yeah...
I hope that you understand!...
But I just can't do this over and over again!
I'd loved to stay, but I just can't!...
What else is there for me to do?!
What more do you me to tell you?!...
I need to move on and be who I am!...
I don't want to make the same mistakes again!...
You already know that I don't belong here!
You already know that I've tried to fit in!...
I just hope that you still understand!...
Because I don't want to do this anymore...
Or even ever again and again...
What else there for me to do?!
For so long, I've been a slave!
For so long, I could not escape!
Please try to understand!...
I'd love to stay, but I just can't!...
For so long, I've been a slave...
For so long I could not escape!
You've seen what they did to me!
I'm a monster just like them!...
Why do you keep asking me?!...
When you already know the answers?
How many times must I tell you?
What more do you want of the truth?!...
I don't want to do this any more!
I've already done this too many times before!
I don't want anyone else getting hurt!
This is what I want to do,
So that no one else blames me, or you...
What else can I truly do?!
It's too much for me to ask of you!
I don't want to feel this pain anymore...
I don't want to hurt anyone anymore!...
I've already done this too many times before!...
For so long I've been a slave!
For so long I could not escape!
What else is there for me to do?!...
Yes, what else is there for me to do?!..." I sung to him at last...
"Rose... What about us?... What about your old life?!... What about your future?! What will your friends say about that, huh?... I do understand what you want to do but my real questions, are why Rose?... Why do you really want to do this?" Henry asked me, bewildered and dumbfounded.
"Because I'm Done. And I'm Tired of it! I don't want anybody rubbing it in my face telling me, 'Hey, are you one of those people who works for IRIS?' Or 'Hey, Can you steal this bag of money for me from the bank and let me get away with it to make you look bad?!'" I cried aloud but softly while we were still discussing our little conversation outside of Starbucks in the afternoon.
"Are you sure that you want to do this?" Henry wondered.
"Yes, I just told you that I want to! What else is there?!..." I replied.
"Okay! I get it Rose, you don't want to be a bad person any more. But still, what would Allie or Hannah say about this if you did it? What about Martin? Or Jargonot?" Henry asked me again, bewildered of what my answers and reactions would be.
"If you ever mention those names again, I'll slap your face so hard, that you'd wish we have never met each other or were ever born to this world in the first place!..." I growled so angrily.
"I'm just asking!... What's wrong with that?!..." He said.
"I don't think that they would care about it anyway, after what I did to them..." I said sadly.
"Well, if you really want to erase all of your memories... Then meet me at the library around the corner at five O'clock sharp and I'll show you how to find a better way to erase them..." He said.
"Okay... Thanks Henry, I'll see you there." I said. "See you soon!"
"Bye!" said Henry as he waved and went back to work.
END OF CHAPTER FOUR.
