THE GAMBLER'S WIFE

i need batteries :)

Hello dearlings..

First of all... i apologize for being inactive for sooo long. I know it has been a while. And maybe some of you thought i left you hanging... im really really sorry.

Some of you know the real reason why i was away. And sadly, a lot of you dont.

Last year my father was diagnosed with lung cancer. My world almost collapsed. First month of this year, he passed away. I am a daddy's girl. And my world crumbled. I lost all the energy to live my life and to wake up in the morning.

Slowly, i tried to put myself back together for my husband and for the rest of my family.

But fate wasnt that kind. I tried to get back to writing mid part of the year. But then my grandmother (dad's mom) joined my dad in heaven. I dont know if you can imagine my misery.

Then last week... i received a check from amazon. (Royalty from the sales of His Punishment) and once again I found my mojo. Aside from my friends constantly telling me that i must let go as my dad and grandma are both happy and at peace now, its finally starting to sink in.

But... it is still not enough. I want to know who among my dear friends waited patiently for me. If youre one of them (yes you my dearling. Im speaking to you. ;p). Please leave a footprint (comment or msg) to keep me going.

As you know... like a gadget, you are my powerbanks and my chargers. I need to be recharged. Please make my batteries full again.

I would really appreciate it if i hear from you again.

Thank you. And i am sorrrrrrry. From the bottom of my tiny beating heart.

I love you all for all the encouragement and kind words you have said as we hand in hand started and finished the roller coaster ride of His Punishment's James and Tara.

I hope you could do the same for me now.

Thank you in advance.

Cheerios,
P

BTW, new chapter will be up soon.
What's gonna happen next? Youre wondering? Wonder no more.. another chappy coming up in an hour.

Goodluck #migrhea or #patrhea

Mwah mwah.