King
"If she ain't actin' right just beat huh' ass then fuck da' shit outta' huh' so she forget about it but if she somebody you really tryna fuck with cherish huh' you can't beat all ofem' that's why me and ya momma ain't togetha' now I was beatin' on the wrong one" this was a conversation me and my father had all the time when we talked about females in general now my momma was completely different.
"O baby never put your hands on a women that you truly want to see your self with the worst thing a women could be is scared in love if I'm in love with somebody the only thing I should be scared of is loosing them, no matter how many times you say your sorry it will never make up for the pain she feels if she loves you she'll stay but if she loves her self she'll leave don't be like me and your father baby."
The only thing we never talked about is knowing when to stop and when to keep going, and knowing when it's right and when it's wrong.
I'm not saying this is right me putting my hands on her or treating her the way I do, in fact I know it's wrong so when I say I'm sorry I mean it.
It's just like you ever been fuckin with somebody and they always saying or doing dumb shit or acting like they don't care so sometimes you just wanna beat the shit out of them so they can get it though they head that they doing dumb shit.
She just need to get it through her head that she can't fuck with nobody but me I'll kill both of them if you ain't fuckin with me then you ain't fuckin with nobody. To be honest I do feel some type of way towards her but it's nothing big the only reason I won't let her fuck with anybody else is because I know one day Ima be sittin in my feelings over her and really wanna be with her because I ain't gone lie she is girl friend material.
I'm 26 and she's 19 about to be 20, she's in school so she smart and educated as hell, she goofy always smiling and laughing, she can cook, and clean almost as good as my momma, and she caring and nice as fuck, sometimes to nice. Even though her ass can get ghetto real quick she so proper and sweet always making sure a nigga good like when she ain't mad at a nigga she always treat me like I'm a fucking King just like a women should, bringing me food to the trap when I'm gone for to long always checkin on a nigga basically just making sure a nigga good you know.
She got these big grey lookin eyes, she brown skinned but light skinned at the same time, she short, her ass ain't to big but it ain't little, neither was her titties, she always dressed good and was lookin good. Her beauty always seems to amaze me and the fact that she independent just sexy as hell but it's irritating because I never want her to have to lift a finger but she insist on doing her own thing.
She always blushing, always, her smile beautiful though, she so innocent I guess that's also why I act so territorial I mean I don't want nobody to take her shit I wanna be the first person to do everything to her I would be stupid if I let some other lame ass nigga do it.
Think about it, you want a lame nigga at yo college taken yo virginity or you want the richest nigga in New York who graduated top of his class in college already to take yo shit? Yea that's what I thought you want me nigga.
"Let me help you ma" she sat at the edge of the toilet naked trying to lotion her body since we took we took a shower but was obviously in some pain.. Bending down in front of her I took the lotion out of her hand putting some in my hand before lotioning up her legs. She was tense as fuck but I didn't expect anything less than that.
It didn't stop her ass from blushing which made me laugh.
"I'm makin you nervous?" Nodding her head she moved some hair behind her ear biting her bottom lip.
