Black Freak Nation[COMPLETED]

BFN(SIX)

My feelings for Prince were vivid. There was always something that kept me from being more than just a "friend" with him.

Maybe it was the fact the Kast had disappeared, and I still strongly felt for him? I don't know..

I was up late one late night. The BFN family had just finished one of our late nights, Prince at the time was entertaining his hoes, and I just Chillin with my headphones in -- listening to the music flow through the chat with my head laid on my hands.

KAST!!

I heard SupremeQueen scream, I turned my head, my heart flew to my stomach. I was emotional as hell. It has been weeks since we'd spoken; since I'd seen him.

Kast cammed up. I was not cammed up. I was to busy staring. He'd gotten a little bit buffer, and more handsome over the time he'd been missing.

Kast: Hey family. Been going through a rough patch.

All of the girls in the chat box below were going crazy. I got up, put on something cute, and brushed my hair. I laid back down at a full body angle.

I clicked cam up. I got a message instead of my request. To many people were up top for me to show my face.

I was salty as hell.

Kast: I'm about to go. I got work, and I gotta take my son to school in the morning. Night family.

I could have screamed.

Why didn't he ask about me? Oovoo me? What the fuck. I was livid to be honest.

He logged off, and it was then when it was no longer to full for me to cam up.

I typed Kast an angry message. It never got a sent. I called him every unchristian thing I could think of only to delete it, and type

Kast, I miss you. I miss our talks.

-Mini

I continued in real life job hunting. I started looking into the medical field. I was intrigued. I really wanted to be a nurse. I began looking into schools, and applying for financial aid, amongst other things.

I finally found a cheap enough class. I had four months before I could began attending though. So until then it was more BFN.

Still hadn't heard from Kast. Still was talking to Prince. He had starting looking for a job. Things with his family were going South so he was on and off the chat. As was I.

I started visiting other chats around tinychat, but my heart was not with any other "family" as nutty as I sound lol.

I migrated back, everyone just as excited to see me as always. BFN was my place to be..

Two weeks later Kast finally responded to my message, but I wasn't even online to meet him at a crossroads.

Kast: I miss you too. Alot. I hope we can talk soon.

I started to type a long message...a novel really. Tears flooded my cheeks..I didn't know what it was that had begun all these feelings for a man I had only seen on a computer screen, but they were there.

In the midst of sending it. I again deleted it. He had a kids, and a baby mama. Did I really need that drama?? No.

I cried a little more. I really liked him. Seriously. I was over here crying, and I'd never meet him, or see him. Us was impossible.

All of a sudden in all my crying..

Kast: Mini?

We started talking, and catching up. I had to push passed everything he told me about Fantasy. He was trying with her. He didn't want his son to be in a broken home.

I understood. My heart was broken though. I had spent the last thirty minutes crying over him, only for him to say I miss you then talk about Fantasy.

I'm glad we were only typing, and not camming each other. I was crying the entire conversation..

Kast: I can't stop thinking about you..I go missing..I ignored the fuck out of you. I try an act like you don't exist...you are stuck in my head space.. I don't know what to do.

Me: I don't know how to help.

Kast: that's all you gonna say... I just poured my heart out..

Me: what do you want me to say?

Kast: I don't know..

Me: cam up.

Kast cammed up, he looked as miserable as I felt. We were quiet just looking at each other for about three minutes.

"I wanna make love to you Mini. On some real shit.."

I blushed.

He laughed.

I smiled.

"Prince taught me how to Skype sex."

Kast's whole expression changed. He looked pissed.

" I didn't do it back." Kast nodded, but he was still pissed.

" Your lips look so soft Mini.. I've always wanted to kiss them..."

I puckered out my lips.

Kast smiled

"Close your eyes Mini."

I closed them. Head phones still in.

Kast deep voice flooded my head with sex. I was cumming from his words, and direction. I opened my eyes to see him soon after shoot his own load just from watching me.

"I'm gon clean this up gimme a minute."

I changed panties, while he tided up.

"I'm falling for you..." I swear I don't know what to do...I gotta go Mini. I'm sorry.

*Kast logged off*

..yea..I cried myself to sleep that night..

-Bea