Never Again, Once More.

NAOM: Chapter 2

Authors Note: Hello my lovely, I am writing this note to state that this story may go slow, I have many big idea's for it and I just need to get my thoughts straight. And for those of you still waiting on the upload for my boyxboy story, I sadly, might discontinue that story, but in the meantime, for those of you who like this story, I give you the update! Chapter 2! Please, comment and vote!

- lissa. :* <3

P.S. Can someone please tell me how to put up pictures? I used to know how but I can't remember at the momment.

P.S.S Kadie is the girl on the title page cover thing...Just so you know. c:

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When we were sitting down on the couch and I was about to talk, I must of froze up because the next thing I know, Jared is snapping his fingers in my face.

"What did you need to talk about, Kadie?"

I can't seem to collect my thoughts and I all I do is sit there, sneaking a quick glance at the clock, it reads 10:34am. Quickly thinking and trying to stall more, I excuse myself and head for the kitchen. Making breakfast might help me. I am pretty amazing at cooking, and I take classes at our school. I can't wait to start the school year as a senior.

I start grabbing things for the cup boards, pancake mix, spoons, forks, plates, cups, bread. Heading to the refrigerator, I get some eggs, butter, strawberries and orange juice.

After sitting every thing on the counter, I get to work making a breakfast of French Toast, Eggs -- over easy, Strawberry pancakes, and some buttered biscuits. I know this seems like a feast instead of a simple breakfast, but I needed something to keep me busy, and stall just a tiny bit more.

After about 20 minutes, I am done and I set the table for our little "breakfast.", Little did I know, Jared was watching me the whole time, his eyebrows raised.

"Did I ever tell you how cute you look when you cook for me?" His smile is bright and inviting.

"No, but I am glad to be able to cook.."

Sitting down, after a few minutes of silence, he pops the question, the question I've been stalling for, the question I have been dreading.

"What did you want to talk about?" He takes a bite of his eggs and the yolk comes pouring out. I love my eggs over-easy. It taste so spectacular.

"Uhm, you see..I've been feeling some types of ways. My feels are all messed up."

"What about your feels?"

"I have become bored..with our...relationship. Its stale and why stay in a relationship with you aren't happy? I still love you, but..I can't go on like this, I feel like I would be deceiving you, along with myself. Please, understand. I don't want to break up, just have a little break. For me to, yah know, sort my feels. I still do love you."

Jared got up so fast, my head was spinning, his jaw clenched, he walked out of my front door. I sit there for what seems like hours, before I finish my food, clean up the kitchen, and head upstairs.

I change into some dark ripped skinny jeans, another crop top thats white with black crosses on the front and back, grabbing my keys, I head back downstairs, to take a ride.

30 minutes later, I end up at a Sweet Frog, I get the biggest cup and start filling it up with all different kind of yogurt. Getting to the toppings, I put white chocolate covered preztals, and nutella, on it. I pay for it and sit down to people watch.

Slowly eating my yogurt, I process what just happened. Jared and I aren't broken up yet, but I think he took it that way, I hope he didn't. I still have my feels for him, I truly do. Right now, fuck my feels. I need to straighten them out. I need to get my mind together, and have fun this summer. Next year, when I start school, I am going to work hard without play, probably. Last year, I was on yearbook, cheer-leading, dance, drama, and violin, along with the girls track team. I did alot, and I am probably gonna have my hands filled again.

I wasn't popular, even though I did a fuck-ton of things. I didn't like hanging out with people that much, especially people whose intelligence isn't as profound as mine. And these days, everyone seems to be doing something really stupid, and unbelievable. I seem to dislike everyone that I come across and I don't mean to sound "emo" or anything, but that is just how I am.

I do suffer from depression, ADHD, and anxiety, but..yeaaah.

Jared is an really amazing dude, I have super strong feelings for him, Gosh, I sound like a broken record. I keep saying that I still have feelings for him. I am pretty sure I said that like 4 or more times by now.

I have been sitting here, slowly eating my Sweet Frog for about an hour, I am sure my mother is wondering where I am by now. I didn't leave a note or call to inform her where I was going like I usually do. I took out my phone and shot her a quick text of where I was at them moment. I was tempted to call Jared and explain things a little better, but I figured he needed his time to think alone. Plus, I didn't want to be one of those super clingy girls that didn't know when to give someone space or when to "stalk" them.

I try to be so understanding and look at all sides of the story, but everyone isn't like me. So, mostly Jared thought that I wanted to be broken up and never see him again or some stupid shit.

"Hey, bitch." a male voice said to me, disturbing me from my thoughts.

I quickly turn around, ready to say some of the most unpleasant things. What stopped me from saying something so rude was that I saw the playful smile on his face, "Hey,"

His smile widen and he seemed pleased that I didn't react the way first thought I should of done.

"A girl with a little humor, good. And you're pretty," his sly smile delighted me and I couldn't help but smile back. His teeth were straight and pearly white, his hair brown and cut low. He had on a button up shirt flower shirt and some khaki shorts with green knee high socks and black vans.

 "Why, thank you. You aren't so bad yourself. My name is Kadie,"

"Tyler, nice to meet you, bitch." 

The fact that he keeps calling me a bitch isn't bothering me because I know he is playing with me. The fact that he doesn't even know me is so...weird. I don't know how to explain but there is a warm feeling/vibe coming from this Tyler fellow.

"Well, I'm sorry to cut this so short, but it's time for me to go," I smile and get up to throw my cup away.

"Here's my number, you seem cool and I want to get to know you. Whenever I call a girl a bitch, they freak out. You obviously know how to kid." he gave me his number and I put it into my phone. Good, out on the town and I make a new friend.

Heading home, I think about this Tyler fellow, if anyone else would have even utter the word bitch under there breath, I would have snapped, period. What's so different about him?

Before reaching my house, I stop at a doughnut shop and buy 3 boxes of them. When I get home I am going to call Kesleyh over and we are going to piiiiiggg ouuuut and talk. I need my best friend.

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