Mr Gangster Wants Me And I Don't Care

flightless bird (I miss him)

[P O V of Ray]

"So...... Now finally we are home" I said softly and in a tired voice.

"Yup.... You are right" Kera said in same voice

"So now what you all are waiting for take your bags, get inside and go to your rooms, take rest" dad said and with that we entered inside.

When I got inside my room I don't know why but I was feeling a kind of empty and wired maybe because we were home after so many days.

"Ray no need to feel low" with that I took a hot shower and changed into pyjamas and a tank top. Which was relaxing and then I just got in the dinning hall and ate my dinner and back in my room and lied down on my bed.

"Goodnight....." I said to myself. What can I say I was sleeping like a pig. But right now I feel happy about one thing which is no more jerks in my life.
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Three days Later

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Now my life is back to normal which means boring. But what can I say some how I am missing that trip. Specially the moments which I have spend with jerk, like fight, fun, smirk and even the worst one. Which was k...... Really I don't want to describe that to myself.

I think so I am missing him. (No not at all Ray you cannot really think about him because you don't have any feelings for him) the other half of me said it.

"Yes I am right its just I need to go out and have fun then everything will feel like heaven" I said to myself

I started calling my friends to change my mood but when I talked to them there answer was (oh sorry Ray I am with my boyfriend) really this one was an horrible response.

"Hey! Ray what's up?" Kera asked

"I am bored" I said in a low voice

"Then just go out with your friends" she suggested

"They are bitches" I said

"And can I ask why" she asked

"Because when I called them they talked with me in a bitchy tone and even said that Ray I guess you should also get one boyfriend. They said it Like we can get one in a supermarket" I said and Kera burst out laughing.

"Really Ray you are too much" she said

"By the way Kera are you free" I asked and I guess she was not because her expression were telling that

"Oh! I just forget to tell you one thing today we have a party at home in which mom and dad close friends are coming and guess what Steve is also going to come from Californian" she said and I am happy that Steve is also going to come.

"And can I ask why you guys are doing this party" I said while narrowing my eyes

"Because you know right.... Amm me and Damon news. Wedding....." When she said that word wedding my mouth was like what.

"When.." I asked her in a shocked way

"Dates are not final but ya month is march just after 3 months" she said

"Wow nice Kera. You are lucky to marry such a rich hot guy" I said her in a teasing way

"Oh! Don't worry Ray you have a lover boy behind you who is chasing you from the time when you were small and I guess there is no need to mention his name" she said and suddenly I don't know why I started getting heaten up, not in anger but it felt something different.