Kidnapped by my brother (Harry Styles)

Don't fight it

"Jess, Jay bumped his head and he can't remember anything anymore" He sighed.
"No he didn't you drugged him..." That was the worst thing I could have ever said.

"What do you mean Jessica" Harry spoke as Zayn and Niall's head snapped up. Shit. Why couldn't I just keep my bloody mouth shut for once in my life. I was now kicking myself and trying to find a way of not answering him.
"Well... umm.. I was just joking really" I said as I fumbled out the words.
"Jessica I love you and I'm not going to hurt you, Im you big brother you cant tell me anything so why don't you just tell me what you meant yeah?" He said in a sickly sweet tone.
"Ummm..." He sighed getting annoyed.
"Jessica if you dont tell me what you meant i'm going to pull you over my knee and spank you until you tell me? Do you understand?" His voice was laced with a threatening undertone. His eyes went dark, thats when I knew I had to tell him now. Half of my brain said to defy him but the other half said no.
"Alright, fine. Remember that time I got sick and we were down here and you and zayn went over to the corner whilst everyone left?" I asked as he nodded his head clearly remembering.
"Well first off you can't whisper because I heard everything you said. I know what is under the bandage Harry and so when Jay suddenly lost his memory because he bumped his head I kind of put two and two together and voila." While telling Harry all this I hadn't noticed Zayn come over with a needle. All of a sudden I felt a cold liquid go into the iv. I looked down with wide eyes realising what he was doing. I lifted the other arm and pulled it across my body. Not realizing how numb it felt. My fingers went straight for the sticky tape which was holding it in place. But Harry was too quick, he placed his own hand over mine which.
"I hate you" I whispered out.
"I know you do sweetheart, I know. I am so sorry for putting you through all of this. But I love you" he said back to me.
"Harry, there's a mild sedative in there so she's going to fall asleep in the next few minutes so say anything you want now." Zayn said. He pushed the rest of the liquid into the iv and then pulled the needle out. He lent down and kissed my forehead.
"I'm sorry Jessica" He whispered against my forehead and stepped back before turning around and leaving the room. I started to think of the things I wanted to remember. My mum and Dad. My old home. My best friend. I started to feel sleepy. I tried again to move my hand towards the iv but the damage had already been done. Harry grabbed my hand in his own.
"I love you so much Jessica, you will love me soon" Tears welled at the thought.
"No don't cry Jessica. I'm so sorry love, I'm so sorry." My eyes were getting heavier.
"Just let it happen Jess, don't fight it." He said.
"No" I whispered out but my body shut down. My last thought was my and dad knowing I would never remember them for as long as I lived.