Time carried on and our relationship flourished on an emotional side but its the physical side that became intense. William couldn't get enough of expanding my knowledge of sex and sexual experiences long before we performed the penetrative act that saw me lose my virginity. After a pretty rough week William decided the best thing for us to do was take a trip to visit a mainstream sex shop. Just the thought and I nearly died. I could barely stand in an underwear section in a supermarket without blushing, was he insane?
"I am not going, I can't, people will see, what about the people who work there? "
William responded in his usual brooding way. Dark hoods appeared over his pool blue eyes and his voice was low and commanding.
"Cate, you are going, I have said we are going, there are a few items I am interested in showing you that I think might spark an interest in you. There is nothing to be embarrassed about!"
I pouted, I moaned but Will had made his mind up and we were going. Reluctantly I dragged my feet alongside as we walked towards the store. Before we got within ten feet I was bright red and on the verge of a panic attack.
"I can't do it, this is evil, lets go, please?"
William was having none of it, he just grinned at me and pulled me in alongside him.
I was in and I nearly vomited with embarrassment. People shop here? How? I couldn't believe my eyes to see woman and men of all ages, young people, married couples, casually browsing the stocks of lingerie, sex toys, bondage gear and discussing their interest with staff.
William could see how uneasy I was and leant in towards my ear and whispered
"You have been such a good girl recently, I wanted to treat you to a gift."
Damn, he used his Dom voice, my submissive mode took over and I followed him round like a puppy, still embarrassed and nervous but slightly mollified by the idea I was here with William, he would keep me safe and wouldn't do anything he did not think I could handle.
He strode over to the vibrators after we browsed the shop for a while. My eyes must have blown huge with fear, surrounded by all these 'toys' in different sizes, colours and speeds, I couldn't believe he brought me here. I was still getting used to being completely naked with each other without blushing or giggling like an idiot. Now he brings me to vibrators, he must be mad!
"Don't panic, I know you will like this"
I just looked back with pleading eyes, he grinned and carried on looking at the different specifications. I was already past my tolerance level and then came overly friendly shop assistant.
"Can I help you find anything sir, any demonstrations sir?"
She was flirting with him, right in front of me. Yes I know I looked out of place and terrified out of my wits but hell, there's a boundary. Will gripped my hand reassuringly and started asking questions about the 'toys'. What is good for beginners? What kind of speeds does this have? What have other couples reviewed well in the past?
Once all his questions were answered William thanked her and she left with a promise to help him with anything else he might need. I knew what she meant and I felt so unworthy to be Williams girlfriend. My face must have give me away because he bent down and said
"Your the one I want naked on my bed whilst I give you pleasure you can never have dreamed of."
I smirked and responded with a glib remark about his ego but inside I swear I felt so elated I might take off. He chose a three speed, water resistant vibrator for beginners and we were on our way. I kept shooting furtive glances towards William and the bag but did not say anything about the trip, it could wait till we got back to his place. He lives in a shared house with some other students from our uni, one of which was Samantha, so I felt happy enough. We walked in though and she came bounding out to meet us. She recognised the bag and started asking what dirty things had we been getting up to. Again wasn't ready for casually discussing my sex life in front of friends and excused myself to the loo, praying William wouldn't show her. I waited in his bedroom and he came in after a minute.
YOU ARE READING
My First Year
Romance23 Year old Caitlin is about to lose her virginity and dive into a world of sex, bondage, domination and submission
