Moments (A Septiplier story)

Thirty-Nine

Later on that night, as Sean was still laying in bed, he began to realize how awkward it was not making videos, and taking a break from YouTube, and for possibly the dumbest reason ever. YouTube was his job, he couldn't just quit on his job or stop making videos, because then he wouldn't have anything. Then again, YouTube was also something Mark did as a job too, and he always thought of him whenever playing games. This wasn't something that was just going to exit his mind forever when and if he started playing games again.

He went onto his phone again, and found tons of notifications on his phone, as he looked through them all, they were the exact same thing. But it was a video Mark made. So he was unsure about it. But since so many people decided to tell him, it must be something important. As he went onto Mark's channel, he noticed his subscriber count. It was at 8M! It had dropped dramatically!

He then clicked on Mark's newest video, which from the cover photo it showed, he seemed to be getting emotional. And even his title said "Blame Me..." Sean knew right away that it was about him. He then clicked on the video.

Hello everybody my name is Markiplier. I'm sorry for my very lousy introduction, but I have not been feeling my best lately. Mainly because it involves something I have done, and it's something I probably can't take back now.

Mark then bit his lip, trying not to get emotional.

A-as you all probably know, me and Sean, or Jacksepticeye for those of you who still don't know his first name, we were both going out together. We've both admitted our love for each other since High School and then we reunited at IndyPopCon, went to PAX Prime together and I even went to Ireland with him. Those were some of the greatest moments of my life.

Mark then began getting emotional again.

But then, about a week ago, some things happened and some crazy things were happening, it didn't involve anything happening to me and Jack but it involved him staying off of the Internet for a while, even Skype and FaceTime. The only time he actually went online was when he uploaded his videos. It lead to a point where I was going crazy and missing him. Then one day, I bumped into this girl who said she would offer me emotional support and we became friends. But soon after... It became a little more than that... It became an actual relationship. Which was the dumbest mistake I have ever made in my entire life, because eventually, Sean found out. Now he hasn't been talking to me since, my friendships with Bob and Wade are dimming because they're offering all their support to Sean, and Sean even took a break from YouTube because of me.

Sean went wide eyed. The fact that he was able to admit everything, to millions of people was astounding. He then began getting emotional as he saw Mark let everything out.

I was such a god damn idiot for what I've done. I have basically ruined everything for him. I even heard he threw his computer and completely wrecked it! All to let his anger out over me! So for those of you who watch both me and Sean's channel, don't unsubscribe to Sean because of his lack of videos lately, unsubscribe to me, I was such a big jerk to him, and I don't deserve to have over 10M subscribers knowing that I did something to break Sean's heart, and break the connection between the fans who really supported the two of us together. I'm sure everybody who supports the gay community out there is calling me a disgrace right now, because I cheated on my boyfriend with a girl. I deserve all the hate from them, and I deserve all the hate from you guys as well, because I know you all love and support Sean as much as you do with me. I just deserve all of this now at this point. So just feel free to show your anger at me in the comments or hit the dislike button because, once again, I deserve it. And to Sean, if you're actually watching this, which I highly doubt you are, I cannot apologize to you enough for everything I have done to hurt you, but I just can't imagine life without you. There's a huge hole in my heart which probably won't ever heal. That's how bad I feel. So if you're watching this just know that I am sorry. Goodbye everyone.

Sean then went out of the video. He then began to look at the comments, and surely enough, there were tons of hate comments and more people disliked the video than liked it. People were actually doing as he said, and he was doing this to express how badly he felt. He knew that this wasn't something Mark would do. Maybe he did mean everything he said. Maybe what Bob said was right, he did regret what he did and he would never do this again.

Sean then became emotional himself. Guilt began to set in as he began to think about his argument he had with Mark the other day. The way he yelled at Mark was unlike anything he would ever do. Sure, Mark would say he deserved it, but in a way he didn't. He just needed to understand that what he did was wrong. He didn't need to be yelled at for it.

Sean then began thinking about the happy times they had together. From the conventions to the two of them being here in Ireland, to the stuff they did in their hotel rooms. They could still do all of this again. Sure this memory would haunt the two of them forever, but they can still do things to make up for it. He knows his relationship with Mark now can't be perfect now, but that doesn't mean they can still have their fairytale ending they've always dreamed of.

He went onto his phone and he called Bob and Wade.

"Hey, what's up?" Bob asked.
"Guys, I'm thinking of maybe going to LA to visit Mark." Sean said.
"Wow, you're forgiving him already?" Wade asked. "That was quick!"
"I saw his video and I could tell he really meant what he said." Sean explained. "And he wouldn't be telling people to hate on him if he didn't."
"I know that's not your only reason though..." Bob claimed.
"It's not!" Sean stated. "I just had flashbacks of all the great times we had together, and it was unlike anything anybody has ever done before. I guess that overtook all the negative memories and I just felt like I wanted to give him one last chance."
"If that's what you want to do, then go ahead!" Bob assured him.
"Yeah, it is." Sean explained. "But about the LA trip I'm planning, you cannot tell him!"
"Got it!" Wade said.
"And to make him a little happy again, please start talking to him again." Sean demanded.
"We have been talking to him, just not as much." Bob explained.
"Well, still..." Sean said.
"Alright, we will." Wade said.
"Thanks guys!" Sean said.

He then hung up and began making his plans to hopefully go to LA to see Mark.