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I can't take this anymore.
My head is pounding and the only thing that seems to help is pain. He wants me to hurt myself.
I can't cut myself like Zayn used to because the doctors have kept all sharp objects away from me. So, I've had to bang my head against the wall.
It gives me a headaches, but it's better than having Him in my head.
I'm thinking about ending things soon.
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