62 letters till the end

Chapter8

Jakes POV: 

I fed tabs and was walking around looking at all her pictures hanging on the wall, I stopped in the living room and sat down on the couch and grabbed the blanket on the back it still smelled like Taylor's apple shampoo, I closed my eyes I hadn't slept since she has been gone. I pictured Taylor sitting beside me with her head on my chest, I missed her so freaking much it was almost unbearable. Taylor walked "jake I'm home" I bolted off the couch and almost jumped into her arms Taylor your alive! "Jake I was in maple ridge visiting family remember? " she kissed me on the cheek and walked down the hall. I jolted awake with tabs licking my face it was dark outside I checked the clock 3:30 AM , I got off the couch and walked over to a desk in the corner of the room and found a bunch of paper and a pen and then sat down to write " day 2 Dear Taylor I fed tabs for you today and sung you a song I wrote on the radio I really hope you heard it , I have 60 days left to find you I miss you like crazy if I was there I would kill them even if it meant risking my own life " I wrote 2 more pages after that. I grabbed an envelope and tabs and headed out. I pulled into my driveway and saw an extra car sitting there, I didn't even want to see Carly's ugly face ,I walked in and saw Jason looking at me mouthing the words I'm sorry. I put tabs in my room and shut the door all the guys left which was a bad idea , I could feel her evil eyes burning a hole in my back , I thought I told you to stay the heck away "oh jake I just wanted to see if you were ok I heard about Taylor is it ? "the ball of anger returning in my stomach I turned around slapping Carly across the face knocking her to the ground I stood before her like a king towards a peasant , well Carly I don't need your worry I hate you , you are a freaking mental freak that won't leave her EX boyfriend alone! She tried to stand up but I pushed her down again I'm not done talking! Carly stood up and tried to get away I slapped her over and over again tears filling my eyes making my vision blurry crying was my only option . I was about to slap her again when I felt Matt's arms fly around me "jake stop your hurting her!!" That's the point Matt! I collapsed and put my head in my hands I could hear Matt over my silent sobs "Carly get out of my house before I take you out myself" I heard a door slam announcing she was gone .