The Master, My Lover (BDSM) (MXM)

Chapter 6

Xarq POV

The hurt and pain was so sharply shaped like a blade that cut into my heart, stitches could not possibly help at all. I felt hurt, betrayed and frightened. But it was my fault in the first place. It was all my freaking fault. I'm a fuck up.

"I'll be back with breakfast. Take a shower." "Yes Sir." He whimpered and gazed sadly at me before leaving the bedroom.

I stripped and went in the shower, letting out my wings that bled more than ever. The bandages were soaked with blood. I looked over to a blade that lay on the bathroom counter... Would it be so bad if I killed myself? I do not think so. I took the blade and gave myself a determined cut. It hurt. A lot but my mental emotions hurt more than the physical pain.

I put the blade back on the counter before taking a shower. I didn't bother to hide my wings this time and left the bathroom. When I returned, Ryan was already on the bed with two trays of breakfast which was scones with sauces and syrups.

"Beautiful wings," Ryan mumbled. "Can I touch them?" "Yes Sir," I said hesitantly. "Thanks, I don't think I felt it enough the other time." Although I was a fallen angel, I had never once touched my wings. I sat on the bed as Ryan clearly molested instead of touching my wings and I could not help but whimper at the pleasure coursing through my veins.

Ryan clenched his jaw and his eyes seemed to change.. Oh no, n-not his w-w-wolf...

"Missed me, slut?" His wolf laughed. I scooted to the corner of the room and whimpered, shielding myself with my wings. "N-N-N-No, please don't hurt m-m-me!" He frowned. "Why are you so scared of me?" I cowered from the mere sight of his frosty eyes, I was a weakling! I shook my head and begged for him to not come any closer. He growled but left it at that before Ryan took over.

"I'm so sorry, Xarq. Are you okay?" I nodded my head though if he had felt my emotions he would not be convinced for sure.

"S-Sir?" Ryan looked at me with worry etched onto his facial features now. "Yes, Xarq?" I blinked back tears. "I, well, I believe I am t-to go to s-s-school n-now, S-S-Sir!" I squeaked out hopefully. He smiled but I could notice the tension behind it. "Go on. Come find me when you're back." I nodded and fled to school. I was scared of my own mate. I'm pathetic.

*** And so he reached school :3 ***

I made my way to the counter to get my new schedule. Ryan had taken me out of this school but decided against it and in the end, put me in this school again yesterday night.

"Uhm, I need my uhm, s-s-schedule." I was scared to speak to people, for fear that Ryan would hurt them. It's okay if he hurts me, just not other people. The lady looked at me shocked but warily smiled at me. "Here's your schedule, sweetie." I took it hesitantly and bowed before I took a good look at the schedule. I walked down the hallway and my first period was Werewolf History.. This should be plenty of fun..

I had four minutes to get to my class and may I add, I was lost in this humongous school? After many twists and turns though, I found my class. Finally.

I went in and grimly looked at the floor. "Xarq, am I right?" "Yes sir." He sighed, "And I can guess that you are late because you got lost in this school. Every student's excuse. I whimpered. "I'm sorry, sir." A couple of jocks laughed. "What are you, a pussy?! Who even calls authority 'sir' nowadays?! Weakling!" The girls scoffed at me and I truly wished I could sink into the floor. "N-No, I am not a pussy.." I softly whispered. A jock growled at me. "Fuck off. Don't you DARE talk back to me. Do you even know who I fucking am? I'm a god damn Alpha. Watch who you speak to, punk." He walked over to me and leaned in closer to me and whispered in my ear, "Oh, so you're a faggot, huh? I should've fucking knew. You stink of the king's scent. You been getting it on with him?"

I whimpered, "N-No. I wouldn't d-d-dare dream of it. I'm s-s-sorry. Please don't hurt me!" Everyone in the classroom roared with laughter and stared at me with evil in their eyes, even the teacher. I wanted to die right there and then. I couldn't take it. I can't take this. Please, someone, help.. Me.