The Master, My Lover (BDSM) (MXM)

Chapter 8

This song though <3

Ryan's POV

I don't like it when my submissives lie. I can hear my wolf growling like mad right now, but Xarq probably hasn't realised my anger yet. He looks like an angel even when he sleeps.

I caress his cheek gently. God, how on earth is his skin so smooth? "Babe?" I say softly. I see Xarq open his eyes slowly as he groans. "What time is it?" He asks in his as always adorable voice. "7:40AM," I reply to him. Xarq gasps, "I have school and it starts at 7:20AM! I have to go-" I laugh at how naive he is. "It's a Saturday," I explain but he's already out of the house by the time I said that. Well that's fine, he'll realise it sooner or later.

Xarq's POV

Seriously, did he take me for an idiot?! Of course I knew it was Saturday. I'm not a stupid kid. I went out to meet up with Fiarah, I was going to do homework with her today. But it'll be in her house, and she's in a pack.. I'm in a Werewolf school by the way, if that wasn't clear enough to realise.

"Ah, you're here, Xarq!" Fiarah smiled and invited me in her home. It was pretty cozy and it had the feeling of home. Comfortable, warm and safe. "I've some Starbucks so we can have that while we do some work," She grins. "What's Starbucks?" I ask. She gasps at me in shock. "Oh god. Where the heck did you come from! You must have some Starbucks then," I nodded slowly.

"Let's get on with work," She declares and sets two coffee mugs on the table. We start doing homework and the day drags on until dark...

- So sorry for not updating recently lmao anyways time skip -

"God," Fiarah says and stretches. "It's already evening? I have to go help with tonight's dinner.. Would you like to stay for dinner, Xarq?" I shake my head, "No thank you." I reply politely and start to get my homework packed into my bag. "I'll be going now." Fiarah nods and yawns sleepily. "See ya..." She says and I sense that she has dozed off once I left the house. I make my way back to the castle, praying to the heavens that Ryan is not mad.

I open the door and step on the cooling marble floor. I close the large door quietly as it creaks. All I hear is someone washing the dishes. That's a good thing, right?

"Xarq, my office. Now." Ryan says. Geez, did he pop out of nowhere?! I nod and follow him. "Where have you been all day? It's fucking Saturday, you don't have school." He spits out bitterly. I whimpered and looked at the floor submissively. So much for me having my freedom. "I apologize, Ryan.. I went to work on my homework with Fiarah." I explain. He growls loudly, "Out. Go to our room and sleep." I sigh softly, a little heartbroken before I bow with my head still low. "Yes, Ryan..." I make my way to our bedroom, though it really feels more like his instead of ours.

I open the door and change out of my casual clothes into my sleeping ones. I crawl onto the bed slowly, still shaken from what happened earlier.

I'm so fucking useless. I upset him every single time..

I cry myself to sleep that night, curled up into a ball and shivering from the cold wind. I don't deserve the blanket. I don't deserve the bed. Thus, I fell asleep on the cold hard floor of our bedroom.