It's How We Met

Chapter 4- Just One Night

Chapter 4

Just One Night

As we got to his house, still no words spoken, i just followed him as he led me upstairs. At the very last door we stopped then he turned to me and his expression was serious like he was battling against something in his mind. Finally he gave up and sight.

"You sure you want to do this, cause when i start there’s no backing down." He crossed his arms and tilted his head to other side as if waiting for me patiently.

Now he's giving me the option that means i still have the chance to run, right? I gulp the lump that was forming inside my throat.

"Yeah I’m sure about this." I breathe, there goes all my hopes of running away.

“You look nervous.” Looks like he is a great observer or is it just that I’m an open book right now.

“I’m not nervous.” I stated trying to oppose what he said before.

He smirked and walked towards me, now our faces are so close. I feel like Im about to pass out, I don’t know if it's the fact that there's no more room for air or the fact that I am freaking nervous right now. Maybe it’s the later part.

"Good cause you know, I've been wanting to do that lip biting of yours, only me doing it to you ever since the moment i saw your lips."

Ohgodohgodohgodohgod! i just stared at him mouth wide open and speechless. I guess my face was priceless cause he still had the urge to chuckle... well I kinda like that sound.

"You can close your mouth now so we can start." his breathe was fanning to my face.

"Eager much?" I smirked trying to contain my composure. He inched closer and caressed my face, is it still possible?

Ever since we got here, this is the first time seeing his face clearer, he is really handsome, you can tell the way his jaw angled his facial features and his blue eyes and the way his lips turn to a sexy smile. I just wanted to contact my lips with it and give him the most passionate kiss he'll ever have.

Oh crap! What am i thinking now? I blame it all to the alcohol, all my confidence and these nasty things that I’m thinking right now. My train of thoughts halted by his voice.

"You don't have any idea how eager i am to spend this night with you." 

"What do you-" i wasn’t able to finish what I’m supposed to be saying cause he crashed his lips to mine and he hold my hips to draw me closer to him.

At first i was shock but then i started to close my eyes and responded, this kiss felt so good.  Later that I know we're already on his bed and he is on top of me. When we broke from the kiss my dress was already zipped down. Whoa! how did he got that fast?

"Ready to experience the best ride of your life?"

"P-please be gentle. I-it'll be my first time." I whispered and placed my hands on his chest. looking through his eyes, I can it's full of lust and something I can't tell what.

"I can't promise that but I'll try." He ran his hands to my hair and he gave me a genuine smile and I exchanged it with one.

I grabbed his shirt and pulled him down to me and crashed his lips to me. The kiss started slowly but then it grew to an aggressive one.

Our hands roamed all over each one of our body. Clothes were thrown in different direction and our lips connected again.

The night was filled with passion. Skin to skin, sweat to sweat, screams of desire and every inch of our body touch and wanting for more.

Even if it was a long, rough night, and I made it with a total stranger. I'll definitely never going to regret this night.

Before I fell asleep, I can feel him caressing my cheeks and kissed my lips but it just lasted for  few seconds then he drew me closer to him and I kind of snuggled too. Not until I was finally drifting I heard him said goodnight.

“Goodnight Beautiful.”  That brought a light feeling to my heart and a smile to my face.

I woke up by the sound of my phone ringing and I feel hot. My eyelids felt heavy and my body is sore especially down there. I managed to open my eyes and the first thing that I notice is the ceiling, it is not mine and I wonder why. Now my head starts to ache so bad.

            What have I done last night and where am I? I tried to nurse my head but I can’t move my limbs cause there’s something stopping it. Now, I’m nervous. What have I really done last night?

            I move head to see what’s stopping me to move and all I see was a chest, a really toned chest. Oh my cow! Who is this guy?! All the shock was replaced by understanding when I finally had a clue on what is happening to my surrounding.

I remembered, I had a one night stand with a stranger that I met from the club last night. Now, I can say, I am Emerald Shaye Jameson, not a virgin anymore. I feel proud of myself but slightly disgusted with myself with what I had done but I know, what’s done is done. I have to accept the consequences of my actions.

I sigh and slowly tried to free myself from the guys embrace. Then slowly got up and looked for my clothes. Now, where is my underwear? It took me a while to look for my stuffs and then got dressed.

When I’m ready to go, I checked the time, it’s just 6 in the morning. I wrote a note that said thank you and placed it at his bedside table. I almost forgot that I shouldn’t supposed to let him know my name but I managed to write the initial of my name and I let it be.

I crept to his side and kissed him on the cheeks and whispered goodbye to his ears. Then I slowly got out of his room and breathe out.

Now, what I’ve done was definitely not going to change and I can’t take it back no matter what. It’s what I wanted right?

Now, all I wanted is to get out of this place and wash myself up. I went out of the house to find myself from nowhere. Now what?

I walked and walked away only to tire myself and now I feel like I’m crying. The realization of what I’ve done hit me. I’ve lost my freaking virginity to a total stranger!

I started sobbing lightly but then I dried my eyes and when I found a taxi, I hailed it and went home.

When I finally got home. I was glad that Alex is still asleep. It’s just 7 am. He usually wakes up at around 10. So I went to my room, took a shower and cried myself out. This will be the last I will cry and I will feel better later. I scrubbed my whole body hard and I stopped when I’m contented.

When I was done, I went out and put on a loose shirt and a shorts then I was about to go to bed when my phone rang. I forgot to check it and when I opened it, I got 3 missed calls and 5 messages. All of them messaged me, where are you? And the last message last message was from Sandy.

Call me when you got this young lady! I rolled my eyes and texted them that I’m fine and I just went home last night. I forgot about them, sooner or later they’ll know. Maybe I’ll just have to tell them or make up something soon but right now I’m just tired so I went to sleep and I had a good sleep. Hoping when I woke up everything will be just fine.

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