Why do i want to die so bad? This morning I was cheerful. I was happy. I want to die so bad. I want it to be over. I want to tell my mom, so she can send me somewhere I'm safe from myself. But im scared. I want to kill myself. Sneak to my dad's gun safe and blow my brains everywhere. Bike out to the bridge and jump. Dive out a second story window. Slit my wrists. But I'm afraid. Im a coward. I could do it. I could end it. I could finally be free from this world. But im too weak
