Touchless (BL)

Chapter One

We have been friends for a longest time. And I have been in love with him since then. This feeling that should shut in the deepest part of my heart. This love that is not normal to begin with. He was a man. So I am too.

The truth is, I started to noticed that there is something wrong with me in my freshmen year.

It was difficult for me to face it. What should I do? What should I tell my parent that I am like this? What will people think about me? There are lot of questions in my mind that seeking for an answer.

At this time right now... I am facing a hard problem.

Being alone with him is like a tortured on my side. I should keep the distance being me as his friend and being me as a person who is secretly in love with him. It was hard to breath. I feel anxious. What if he noticed it?

What if? Another question.

"Hey, are you okay?" he asked.

He startled me as he tapped my shoulder. We been waiting for our classmate to arrive.

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It was first day of school when I first saw him. Walking elegantly as he passed by, leaving every student mesmerized by his aura. He was always smiling. He was always the center of attraction. Everyone knew him and was known as "The Prince."

Compared to me, I was nobody. Just another student... a classmate. It was fine with me. I am already used to it.

Until one day...

"Hey! Can someone lend me a pen?" Brent shouted.

"Brent, you always borrow things," his friend commented. "Oops, sorry. I don't have extra pen with me."

As I noticed, every girl in our class was busy looking for a pen.

He leaned on me. I was shocked to the point that I held my breathe for a moment.

"Do you have a extra pen?" Brent asked me.

I nodded as I reached the pen to him. "Here." I don't know but my heart was beating so fast. I was nervous. He was talking to me!

"Thank you!" He smiled at me.

And I was lost for a moment. He smiled at me! He smiled at me! What should I do?

I looked down. "D-don't mind it."

"What's your name?"

"Huh?"

He frowned. "I asked you, what's your name?"

"Ah... I... I'm Hans. Hans Lopez." I said looking down on my table.

"I see, by the way, I'm Brent Naval."

I nodded. I don't know what will Brent think about me. I was still nervous. My heart keeps on pounding.

I slightly shooked my head. What am I thinking? Brent is man. And I am too. So why do I have to feel this way towards him?

"Are you okay?"

"Huh?"

He smiled. "I'm asking you, if you're okay," he said.

"I-I'm fine..." It took me a second before answering him. What is wrong me?

"You sure?"

I smiled. I think I'm okay...