Two Years On

March 16th, 2013

"You see, you try to build yourself a reputation so you can prove to everyone that you're the man" –

I'm sorry! It's been a while, I know... Well, a lot has been happening this time!

When I say a lot... More than usual.

Rylan has told me a lot about Jakub, and I'm not sure what I think of it all...

It turns out, he's built himself up to be somebody he isn't. I plan to speak to Jakub about it as soon as I can, but I feel like he's been avoiding talking to me for a while. It hurts, not talking to him. He's become a good friend to me. Like a brother.

He's been shutting me down whenever I try to speak to him, always being 'busy', or other pathetic excuses like his computer isn't working properly. The worst parts come when he just ignores me. He'll talk to our mutual friends, and he'll be online, but he just ignores anything I say. I just want answers.

Anyway, I've taken my first GCSE now, Citizenship. It was an easy paper, but I was sick so fingers crossed!

I don't feel like writing much lately, I'm sorry...

Love,

Suzie

xox