I ran outside i needed a break from all the stress dad was putting me through,i walked around the block 10 times then eventualy i'd had enough and went home i apploigised to my dad and expalined i want him to stop drinking alchol and to move on he nodded as if he understood how i felt but i dont think he does because he carries on drinking wine or anything he can find i told dad i wast tired and went off to bed and he did the same.
The next morning i pretended everything was fine dad was up early cooking me a fry up whistling to the radio cheery and happy i was tired and still upset dad heard me coming down the stairs morning darling with a big smile on his face i smiled back morning dad ,something smells nice and contuinly smiling but i knew this was another fake smile but i loved mum too much to get all worked up.
I gave my dad a kiss on the cheek said goodbye and walked through the school gates the teachers announced we were going to have some nurses come in the school to give 3 cancer jabs to us , i was fightened to find this out but its going to prevent us from having cancer .. cancer ?? waitt my mum could of died from that i need to know how my mum died and i need to know NOW!
