Louis Tomlinson was trying his hardest to be strong. He was always depressed because of hate from the fans and voices encouraging him to do the worse. Every night, he felt like angels were singing to him as he cried himself to sleep. His life was miserable and no one knew about it. That he was sad, he cried everyday...that his smiles, his laughs were nothing but fake. He held it in, unsure of what the outcome would be.
His thoughts on his life often were: "What if I were to just not wake up today?" or "What if I wasn't here? Would the boys even miss me?"
He knew it would never get better. If he were to quit the band...fans would eat him alive. If he continues in the band...hate would just continue to roll in. What else could he do that would stop the hate, the pain, everything...forever?
He made up his mind once the boys found out...
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Authors Note:
This story contains graphic content. There is strong language, depression, Suicidal themes are through out this book. PLEASE, read at your own risk.
This is all fiction. I came up with this idea in 2015, when I had been diagnosed with Major Depression and General Anxiety. As far as I know, Louis Tomlinson is a healthy happy man, things that happen in this story are COMPLETELY FICTIONAL. I fucking adore Louis, I would not wish anything that happens in the story line on to someone. This is just my way of releasing everything I feel. This story is not for the faint...please if you read this don't use it to abuse your depression or get any ideas. Yes, this is Larry story because out of all the relationships he has had, I think Harry being his significant other would make him last longer. I personally can't say I love or hate any of his girlfriends but I do ship Larry. I added Larry into the mix to kind of help break up some really dark and depressing parts of the story, so there will be little bits of sunshine to brighten up such a dark twisted story.
Again: PLEASE, READ AT YOUR OWN FUCKING RISK!
Thank you, CuriousKat
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FanfictionLouis Tomlinson was trying his hardest to be strong. He was always depressed because of hate from the fans. Every night, he felt like angels were singing to him as he cried himself to sleep. His life was miserable and no one knew about it. That he w...
