Breaking Dawn( part 3 ).

❕❓Thoughts and Answers. ❓❕

My mind has been wondering aimlessly about my Renesmee and Edward. I am constantly beginning to feel that its no use in trying to find her, but she is my daughter and i will NOT at ANY TIME, GIVE up. Not when i know that she is still out there and is being held captive for some reason I am yet to find out.
I have heard Carlisle constantly saying that the clues they found are not enough. He says that whoever took Renesmee covered up the important parts of their tracks.
It also seems like my condition is even worse than expected because I have been here for merely 2 whole days, as Carlisle told Edward and Jacob.

Edward and Jacob have been constantly taking turns and shifts in leading the wolves and vampires around the town of Forks.
Whenever Edward is here watching over Carlisle and me or letting the vampires feed outside of Forks, Jacob is out leading the wolves to the areas of interest and leading some of the vegetarian vampires to places inside of the Canadian border.
When it is Jacob who is watching over us and keeping some of the wolves on break, Edward is out leading the wolves in some other places and the vampire the vampires to places outside of the border.

Since recently it is Edward who has been staying the most. He would read my mind and then answer my questions. He would only leave early in the morning to confront them about their plans for the day. Alice would give them little bits and pieces of her clouded visions. She said that whoever is holding Renesmee captive is playing with her visions by either using a wolf which is almost next to impossible because there are very few tribes left ; or by the use of a special gift.

She says they keep playing with the blind spots in her vision by changing the state of the original person they are or passing Renesmee around in the present of a wolf or maybe even a pack.

This has been making me worry even more, but thank God for my wonderful, loving caring and understanding husband. I couldn't have imagined life without him. Then he walked into the room answering and yelling me the answers to what I was thinking.

"Thanks Bella. I couldn't have imagined life without you either. My beautiful, loving, caring and understanding wife."

I thought of something so he could read my mind. "How did you even get here so fast and have the time to read my mind and answer what I was saying.....or thinking but you know what I mean. I mean I know how you did it but I have to say I'm impressed for some strange reason."

I heard him chuckle and then I also heard what seemed like a chair, being set down quietly beside me, but since it was rather close to my head and because I have enhanced hearing, I could hear it more clearly than humans would've been able to.
Then he spoke, "Yes, I do understand what you are trying to say and you find it impressive because you are not used to me answering or giving opinions based on your thought. Also keep in mind that I can hear your thought from more than a mile away but can only hear it clearly if I focus on what I want to hear you think."
I thought deeply about this and decided to do a review on all of this.
"Oh. OK. So, you were thinking about my thoughts for more than a mile away and as soon as you stepped foot into the house you were able to hear them more clearly ?"

"Yes. You are correct although I am always either thinking of or focusing on you PR Renesmee or the both of you at once. So it was really easy when I decided to hear what you were saying. The sad part is that I cannot hear anything that Renesmee is thinking and I think its because she is not on this side of the border."

I felt so angry and sad and worried that I felt my body shaking and my head was now feeling dizzy. I heard Edward's desperate calls of worry and Carlisle's hands on my head, but o couldn't do anything but shake and worry, get angry and feel sad. Then it was stopped and my body felt numb after a minute. Then memories from the past kept on replaying on !y Jed and my emotions were mixed and so were my thoughts. I wanted it to stop. At least Edward wasn't picking through my thoughts because I guess he sensed my headache.
I concentrated really hard on finding the voices around me and finding my daughter so everything would be back to normal.
I found the voices and my husband held onto my arms and then I gained control of my body and need my eyes, then I sat up and looked into the eyes that belonged to Edward.

"Carlisle, what was wrong with her?" Edward asked.
He shook his head and responded, "She was having an override of thoughts, memories and emotions. It is nothing severe and she will be fine. She needed to rest for at least 4 hours."