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Interlude

As a young boy in Buffalo, I could never focus on one thing, like it seems like the more I tried to focus the more flashbacks I would have, and I would get quite and I would just sit there and think about the past present and future. Still to this day, I still run into this same problem, well it's not really a problem for me. Since I met symone three years ago we've had our ups and Downs, and somehow through it all we managed to end the day by each others side no matter what, like when we broke up in February because symone thought I was crazy or whatever, I wasn't mad we broke up but I wasn't happy, I was neutral and I had a pretty good day. Just like in my previous book I had no remorse for what I did to the girl, but while yelling and cussing me out symone did have a point, she said "how would you feel if that was me or your sisters?". Well considering the fact that we broke up, did I really need to answer that, but I would loose my shit if that was either one of my sisters on my mom side or dad side. Why did flick the lighter in the girls face? I don't know did I care....no not really, but I guess I was in the wrong. And another thing, I don't know what was said or did that made me and symone get back together, but it worked lol, I guess the power of true love really can overcome anything and everything, it's memories like these that I wouldn't mind living again, just to feel that rush again. I Still remember half the outfits she wore junior year, yes I paid that much attention to her, it was nice you know, my favorite outfit of all time, goes to the pink and white pants with the white tee and the floral pattern shoes and when she put her hair in a bun. So far my favorite outfit, why Is that my favorite outfit to be honest I don't know the answer to that question either. I still remember the first birthday present I got her, I was hella late but thats ok it's the thought that counts. Since she was born in October I got her birth stone earrings and a necklace, it ran Me about 30-45$ can't really remember, but it felt nice to buy her stuff. I still have flashbacks from junior year, the summer, senior year, and everything else. Sometimes I stop what I'm doing and think on how far we came as a couple. We we're both lost angles knocking on Satan's door (Credits to the game and Kendrick Lamar) as much as she went to church she still had plans on leaving this earth, and me I bound to die somehow some way if I kept doing what I was doing. So in a way we both saved one another and man did we change, but that's another story for another time