That Girl

Chapter 2

I looked over at Dani she asked what it said. I unfolded the paper to find a small note that read:

'Why do you do this to yourself? For attention? Or are you just bored? Everyone knows it. They think your emo. So stop, because nobody likes it. And nobody will like you if you continue.'

"Nothing" I said. and tucked it into the pocket of my jacket.

There were a million different thoughts racing in my head. Was I being stalked? Was it just a joke? I just brushed it off and headed off to my first hour. I had Biology first hour. I tried to ay attention but I just kept looking at the note. I wondered who it was from. This was my first year of highschool. And I hadn't known many people. I wasn't very.......social. Dani was my best friend and she mainly just listens to music. You wouldn't be able to tell by her lavender ,punk styled hair, and her ripped black jeans. But she was OBSESSED with 1D. I didn't hate their music but I didn't like it either. I was more in the 5SOS fam. <3.

I looked up from the note and I saw the clock, it was only a minute until class ended. 'Oh crap, please don't let there be a big assignment due at the end of the tri.' I missed the entire class period. I tend to do that a lot. After the bell rang I asked Dani if there was an assignment due in Bio. She assured me that their wasn't. 'Good' I thought, ' I don't need that right now'.

Before I knew it, it was lunch. I looked at the brown paper bag. I debated with myslef whether or not to eat it. Dani looked over at me as if to scan my thoughts. I decided to eat the grapes. I threw away the rest. I told Dani I was going to the bathroom. I pushed open the door and to my surprise there was nobody in there. I walked into the bathroom and stood in front of one of the mirrors. I glaced at the door to make sure no one would barge in and I slowly lifted my shirt to look at my stomach. My eyes filled with tears. I touched my scars and fliched. I blinked away the tears and turned to the open stall behind me and shut the door behind me. I took a deep breath in through my nose and out through my mouth. I opened my mouth, closed my eyes and slowly...... how do I put this in a way that won't make you do what I did. I puked.

I wiped off the corners of my mouth and turn to open the stall door. I feel a bit woosy so I grab hold of either side of the small stall. I opened the door and walked out back to the lunchroom. When I returned I found Dani talking to someone, it was a girl, she had cocoa brown hair that reached her lower back. She must've had a million freckles on the bridge of her nose. She looked popular. (I mean she was really pretty) I walked over to Dani and whispered.

"Who is that?"

"This is Kat." she said pointing a finger at her.

"HI!," she said with an open hand, " I'm Catherine, but you can call me Kat"

"Hi, I'm Carly" I said shaking her hand.

"She is gunna hang out with us from now on," Dani said looking over at me and raising her eyebrows, "Okay?"

I nodded and looked over to Kat. She had the biggest smile on her face. But to be honest I wasn't paying much attention to her amazing smile, I was looking at the flattest, smallest stomach I had ever seen. Jealousy. I am always always jealous of everyone. I always wanted something they had.

The rest of the day went on as usual. But it was when I got home that things were different.