ATTENTION DON'T READ THIS CHAPTER ITS TO INTENSE FOR A YOUNGER AUDIENCE THERE MAY OR MAY NOT BE A TRIGGER WARNING ⚠
Jamie's POV
I slowly lowered the knife and just looked at him.
|| Luke's POV ||
The girl just looked at me and stared really hard. She looked a mess. My heart was racing. But not only to the fact that I almost died but how scary she looked.
"Who are you" the psychotic lady asked she sounded a bit frightened. I-I-im the room next to yours. she studered a little.
I walked on the other side of The hotel room and got into my bed and put down my bag of clothes I had. I tօօҡ a ɦօt sɦօաɛʀ aռɖ tʀɨɛɖ tօ ʄօʀɢɛt աɦat ʝʊst ɦaքքɛռɛɖ.
I turned on the TV. I got tired of it after awhile from these boring old people channels and decided to go to bed. I layed down and bit my lipring thinking to myself who was that girl.
She seems so familiar like I've met her before. I got on my phone to check the time it was 1:52am. I turned off all of the lights and plugged my charger in to the socket in the wall and charged up my phone. And went to bed.
||Jamie's POV ||
I didn't go to sleep anytime soon.
My schizophrenia got the best of me and I heard voices screaming in my head non stop saying kill yourself no one cares, self harm u slut.
I reached for my bag and pulled out a bag of blades and headed for the bathroom. I ran bathwater. I looked at the mirror and just paused.
I looked really ugly. The voices in my head screamed the same thing your ugly, your ugly. I began to have flashbacks that weren't all picture perfect.
I went into the kitchen and grabbed all of the knifes from there. My bath water was ready and so was I, ready to die.
I undressed myself and looked at my fat body. Grabbed one of my blades and traced the words fat bitch. On to my stomach. I got into the warm bath water and began to cut deeper than I've ever did before. I accidentally cut one of my recent scars with the kitchen knife.
I screamed. And slowly watched my blood flow from my wrists, stomach, and thighs and into the water.
|| Luke's POV ||
AHHHH! I heard something and it sounded like someone had screamed after that I got up from my bed and put in some clothes. (He was only in underwear) I threw on my sweat pants and didn't bother to grab a shirt.
|| Jamie's POV ||
I picked up the knife and dropped it. This made a loud metal clanging noise. The rest of my blades were just floating around my bloody water.
I heard the man beside me in the other room waking up. I thought to myself I prolly woke him up.
|| Luke's POV ||
I looked at the time and it was 4am. I came out of my door and heard metal clanging as I came closer to her door.
|| Jamie's POV ||
The lip ring man was at my door I was half dead so what was the point of even answering. This is taking to long I said to myself. I dipped my head in the bloody water and just floated there slowly trying to drown myself
||Luke's POV ||
Hey um are you OK I asked the girl on the other side of the door. I knocked a couple of times. She didn't answer. I got to worried and broke down the door. I saw a trail of blood leading to the bathroom and called the ambulance I looked up to where the trail if blood leaded and saw her sitting in the bath tub.
She was surrounded in blood , it was Terrifying seeing someone in this condition. I drained the water and about time the ambulance came.
I went back into my hotel room and never went to sleep. I Called In sick at my job. I just sat in my room without the TV on and thought how could I care about someone I don't even know. A lot of thoughts were racing in my mind so I went to go for a walk. That helped clear my mind a little.
I went back inside and turned on the TV. Of course the news was on. I watched a little but only until my phone charged.
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Hello everyone i know this chapter is pretty intense but whatever
