Uchiha Sarada

My true feelings

" I'm back! "

I close the door and open my shoes. I slowly walking towards the living room.

" Mama? Are you home? "

There is no answer so I go to the kitchen and see a sticky note on the table. I pick it up and it is from my mom.

" Sarada I'm at the hospital right now. Your dinner is at the microwave. Just heat it up when you want to eat it. XOXO - Mama "

After reading it, I go to my mom's bedroom and I begin to look around. I never been to her room before and I don't know why. Maybe because my mom is so furious that I'm too scared to go inside her room. Suddenly I see a picture on the table. I see a picture of three teenagers and a jounin. I look carefully.

" Isn't this the sixth and the seventh hokage? Wow is this Mama when she was young? She is so cute! I look at another person in the picture. If I'm not mistaken Mama said that papa is in the same squad with her. Hmm so this is papa when he was young. Handsome but an irresponsible husband and father. "

I put the picture back to where it belongs. I wanted to walk off but I just can't. I take back the picture and I look again.

" Papa.. What is my true feelings towards you? I don't know if I love you or not? "

I put back the picture and I go inside my room. I take out my diary inside my table and write it down. It is my habit since I was little. I will write everything that is happening every day. I close the diary and I look outside the window.

I wake up and I look at the clock.

" How long have I been asleep. It's pretty late already."

I quickly go downstairs and look around. I see my mom is baking a cake. It's weird for her baking a cake in a middle of a night.

" Well it's not my birthday or mama. Why so suddenly? "

After that, my mom sit down and look at the cake. Her face is happy but at the same time I see a sorrow inside it.

" Happy anniversary to me! Sasuke kun happy anniversary to you too. I hope you are safe where ever you are right now."

My heart feel like being torn apart. It hurts! I don't like it.

" Mama...."

My mom look at me with a shock

" Sarada I thought you're sleeping. "

" Mama stop it! "

My mom give me a weird face.

" What's wrong Sarada?

I smile a little and I laugh

" What's wrong? The problem is Papa! You don't need to do all this Mama. I don't want you to get hurt anymore. I have never love Papa ever! The reason why I wanted him to come back is because of you, Mama! I just wanted you to be happy. That's why. "

I cried and I cried. I just don't know how to stop it. My mom hug me but all I can do now is just crying. I want to let out all the feelings I buried inside my heart for this past few years. Now I realised my true feelings towards papa.