Poetry: I LIVE and I BREATH

The Deal: Relationships

The Deal: Relationships

I don't want it

but it's the only thing I know

I'm on my own.

I love to love

and don't feel like my heart is out of beat.

I have people in my life that I Love and wouldn't mind taking care of

and it's those same people, who will take care for me. I know.

I"m blessed.

Yet, my heart is so guarded , just call it Fort Knox.

I believe that there are no crooks can steal this heart of mine.

I do not mind visitors but I'll decide whether you'll be my guest. Forever?

I guess I can thank God for that.

I guess His love is something I need to know

before I can love someone else.

I know how to love and how to use it.

I want to share it with someone who is worth it.

which seems impossible to do.

So I'll sit. chill. and bow my head because,

I'm glad that He didn't leave me alone and that I'm surrounded me with amazing people....

As I wait. sit. and chill.

Waiting for someone to blow away all my secret intelligence of the world I think I know.

So I'll wait. sit. chill.

To feel...what's God's Deal.

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