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by Ellaxe

by Ellaxe

I never realised how I've always been looking for a friend.
I've never found one.

I think I can trust somebody, and they tell me how shit there life is, they tell me how I'm complaining about nothing, how everything that is in my head doesnt matter because its not real.

Then I push them away.

I isolate, I protect myself the only way I can, I push away, Isolate, build up my walls that I had been working so hard to break down for them.

I'm useless at life, I need someone to save me from myself, to stop me from walking in front of the trains that I think of. No one sees the world the same as me.
I fight for people and kill myself.

Please, you can not save me any more. I'm too long gone.
Goodbye to you my friend,
I'll see you in hell.