Depressing thoughts

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Today I saw a guy that has given me butterflies for a while now.

I didn't talk to him.. He's three years ahead of me, so how could I?
I stood there and for most of the ride, he stood next to me, which made me scared, my phone being my only interest anyone's mind.

After a few months I'll never see him again, so what do I do?
It hurts so much to turn my back, but I can't grow more attached.

I've never been given butterflies before, so what do I do now?

Where am I now?..