Forgotten Love

Jar of Hearts

4/10/08

"JOEY! COME BACK!"

No I can't take one more step towards you.

"DON'T TOUCH ME DANIEL!" I said pushing Daniel's hands off me.

"C'mon we can work this out, Please. Give me another chance!" Daniel pleaded.

Cause all that's waiting is regret.

"NO DANIEL! I'M NOT YOUR BOY TOY ANYMORE! IM SICK AND TIRED OF YOU PUSHING ME OFF THE SIDE!" I screamed trying to walk out the door that was filled with good and bad memories.

Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore.

"Joey, your being over dramatic. You know I love you and only you. Why would you think I love any other man?" He said trying to calm me down, as he placed a hand on my shoulder to stop me from walking out.

You lost the love I loved the most.

I shoved him off me.

I learned to live..half..alive..

I turned around real quick, to see Daniel's eyes filled with sorrow from the mistake he had made.

And now you want me one more time.

Well.. I guess this is goodbye. And with that, I ran out the door. Not dare looking back.

And who do think you are?

I ran out the house, down the street, and out of the neighborhood. As I was running all I could do was cry. Cry until I reached a curve and put my head between my knees. Then I just sobbed some more.

Running round leaving scares.

As the crying continued, my thoughts began to process of what just happened. It processed what Daniel had done to me. How he broke my heart. And kept it in his jar of hearts.

Collecting your jar of hearts.

How could he just think that he could play with our love like that? An expect me to forgive him like that? After he just completely used me like that?

And tearing love apart.

Well he thought wrong..

I was then shocked by the thunder and crack of lighting that came from the gloomy and depressed sky, that represented my emotions at the moment. Buckets of rain started to pour down onto me.

As the rest of my body started to ache from how cold it was around me, my heart started to ache from how broken it was.

Your gonna catch a cold. From ice inside your soul.

I was weak. I was beaten to a pulp. I couldn't stand nor walk. I was pathetic.

I don't need anyone. I thought.

I could be alone forever.

So don't come back for me. Who do you think you are.

But nope. Apparently this "love" I used to had wont give up because I hear Daniel screaming for me from down the road.

Why does he even try? There's no point really. He won't win my trust eve again. He hurt me once an that's going to be the last.