Forgotten Love

Forgiving

4/10/08

"Kiss me on the mouth and set me free"

Daniel hasn't been himself for the last couple of weeks.

He is always out of the house and on his phone. Whenever I try and give him affection he just pushes me to the side.
Sometimes I think he is just having a rough week, but mostly I worry because I think his love for me is fading.

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"Sing me like a choir"

It was the afternoon after school, and I was at Daniel's place. He lives in an apartment by him self, so it's just the two of us.

Daniel was upstairs, doing something, while I was downstairs cooking us dinner. As I was cooking dinner I accidentally dropped one of the glass plates, causing it to shatter into million pieces. That seemed to piss of Daniel.

"I can be the subject of your dreams"

I started to hear loud footsteps coming downstairs, they were coming down fast. Then the shouting started.

"OH MY FUCKING GO JOESH! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! CANT YOU BE ANYMORE CLUSMY!" He started yelling me while pointing at the little shatter of glass on the floor.

"Your sickening desire"

"CAN'T YOU DO ANYTHING ELSE IN LIFE OTHER THAN RUINING EVERYTHING!" He kept insulting me while moving closer. Tears building in my eyes. Then the pain came.

SLAP!

After a few seconds, I just realized what happened. Daniel just slapped me. I didn't know what to do. Instead, I just held my reddened check and looked up at him. He was in shock.

"Don't you want to see your man up close"

"Oh my god... Joey.. I-I'm so sorry. I don't know what came over me." He said looking into my eyes with sorrow.

"I'm a t-terrible b-boyfriend. I'm having one bad day, and I take it all out on you, just because you broke a glass plate." His voice cracking every so often because of his sobs.

"A phoenix in the fire"

"I p-promised you I would never let anyone or anything h-hurt you. But instead I was the one to hurt y-you." After saying that he broke down into tears. At this point I didn't know what to believe. If he was faking or I he truly did care.

"Daniel it's okay. I understand, we all have our days. But next time tell me when your having a rough day so then I can calm you down." I say to him calmly, ignoring what had just happened.

"So kiss me on the mouth"

"Oh J-Joey. You are truly the sweetest
person I have ever met. After all I just did to you, you just brush it off to the side and move on." He says grabbing my cheeks, while leaning in. We then share a long passionate kiss, forgetting the dramatic scene that just went on, not too long ago. We both then let go for air.

"No matter what happens or what I say, I just want you to know that I love. And everything I just said to you was a lie. You are the most hard working, strongest, beautiful, and caring person I have ever met. And I don't know how I got so lucky" he said while staring deep into my eyes.

"And set me free"

We didn't speak after that. But in a good way. For the rest of that day we were in each other's arms, snuggled together. Daniel would sneak romantic kisses every minute, and constantly remind me of everything perfect about me. Also on how much his love for me was. It was perfect. But the only sad part about this whole thing was.

How much longer can we forgive each other?

"But please don't bite"

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Just saying right now my WHALE-ANYAS I did not check for any grammar mistakes, so I you see any IM SORRY I DONT HAVE TIME TO RE CHECK! Also I just want to say, IM OBSESSED with Troye Sivan's album! I used his song "Bite" in the chapter. but personally my favorite song in the album if Fools. Also I had a field hockey game today and it was against some rich school. But we won 1-0. SO BET THAT YOU RICH-ASS BITCHES! Anyways that's just a little catching up with me. I'll see you next chapter!
GOOD DAMN BYE!🐳😂