This is the conversation between Andy and I at my birthday lunch
Andy-"happy birthday Cat" (cat short for cathrin my middle name )
Me -trying not to cry but it didn't work "thanks"
Andy - "wait what's wrong"
Me- everything
Andy-what do you mean (obviuosly trying to get me to talk it out)
Me- i mean exactly that everythings wrong nothings right our moms dead our dads turned into achahol central everyone i talk to except for you thinks i should get mental help for everything
Andy- now crying himself " cat you dont need m-mental help."
Me- you know what forget it maybe that's actually what I need im going tomorrow and staying in the the mental facility uptown for a wile.
Andy-cat please no please don't cat please youre not insane you're not we're just going through some things some things that are going to be okay please cat I need my little sister.
Me -Andy I've made my own decision and I don't plan on changeing it first of all I've tried to kill myself three times second dad can barely take care of himself so that's one less person on his mind and you andy...and you have record dealers lined up to sign you you could be big in music but you won't leave because you feel like you have to take care of me right here in the smallest town in maryland
Andy- no cat your not going and damn it cat you are my responsibility and you know mom would expect me to take care of you and I won't take the record offers not because you need me but because I need you cat
Me- Andy.............have I lost my mind
Andy - no this is perfectly normal For our situation
Me-(now crying on Andy ) andy.....can you.........please just hold me.......please......just this once........I don't know ho long I can do this anymore...
Andy - I will.......I always will cat...always
Me- I'm sorry
Andy -for what
Me - everything....... for holding you back
Andy- your not hold.......I love you cat never for get that
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stuipid girl
Romancehi im meranda and I just lost someone so important to me and I'm loseing my mind I think so anyway but my brother and? tells me otherwise. where is my daddy you ask well looks like your gonna have to read to find out.
