I need it
that desire
that incentive
that derogatory moment
that stereotypical lie
But what is it that I need?
I'm a bottle of Febreze
Used to sugar coat your indifferences
I'm that fourth bite
when it only took three
But When you speak of me,
does your pride linger?
Do I dangle between intertwined fingers?
Am I your untold story,
Or am I your recited creed?
Do I make you lose your breath,
or am I just wasted air?
Nevertheless, I continue
you play me like a movie
Can't go back to the menu
so I'm stuck right here
on this never ending venue.
Shut my mouth?
Me? Who?
What about you?
I'm not gonna wait on a precise queue
I didn't shatter your dreams,
you tore mine at the seams.
This isn't my impromptu,
you make my decisions for me,
You.
But Wait I forgot!
What do I need?
I need the intensity
Untold succession,
Yesterday's recession,
Tomorrow's progression.
You smirk
I smile
at least now then,
that pitiful moment is my last token.
No! Forget that!
Forget self pity!
Forget this joke!
And remember regret!
Refrain, Pain
Tomorrow's forgiveness
Shame, Fame
Yesterday's lie
Lost not found
repetition of sound
I stand for this,
for me, for you,
for...what?
What do I need?
I guess that's always been up to you.