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by Celeste-j-w-15
by Celeste-j-w-15
                                    
                                              *authors note* sorry most of these are a bit sad I had a thing happen recently
                          Take my heart
                          rip it out

                          take everything I've felt
                          take my chains
                          that bind my memories
                          and you'll left with nothing
                          but an empty shell
                          of who I was
                          and who I can't be
                          listen
                          listen for the
                          the pain I feel
                          the pain my heart sings
                          you'll hear if you listen
                          you'll never know
                          but you may understand
                          why I am inside
                          who I am when Im not pretending
                          and why
                          I do not have a place in this world
                          take a breath, close your eyes, let your memories mist over let nothing touch your heart. Let a wall of stone of be built. If you don't want hurt then don't let anyone else. Trust broken too easily. Pain felt to much. Now let me take my last breath next to you.
                          the pain and sorrow
                          it will always go away
                          in the end if you try
                          so prove them wrong
                          make it from the bottom to the top
                          carry on in a way you wont regret
                          now close your eyes and remember
                          all the times you had
                          don't dive ascend to the sun
                          don't let the dark consume
                          now prove them wrong you can stand
                          and take them down
                          carry on in a way you regret
                          take the time to remember
                          every one that counts
                          because one day they'll be gone
                          (okay yeah defiantly sang that)
                          it shines
                          not like a diamond
                          like a smile
                          the beauty in the dark
                          the beauty people need
                          to remind them some out there care
                          it shines
                          never tell me
                          I wont find you
                          I know where you'll be
                          when I need you
                          in my heart
                          in my mind
                          in my writings
                          you'll be there
                          everytime I hear my phone
                          I hope its someone to talk
                          they'll take to me
                          not my characters 
                          they'll know I want to cry
                          but they wont say not to
                          everytime I wonder
                          how much longer
                          will I feel
                          until I can't take it
                          go ahead
                          and break me down
                          my hearts already gone
                          and my spirit withered
                          who is there that cares anymore 
                          would it be easier
                          to not feel
                          the sting