I WOKE UP AT AROUND 11:30 AM AND SEEN THAT NOONE WAS HOME SO I DECIDED TO BLAST MUSIC. MUAHAHA. I COULD NEVER GET AWAY WITH THAT WHEN THEY ARE HOME. MUAHAHA. THEN I CHECKED MY PHONE AND SEEN I HAD FOUR MISSED CALLS. CRAP. OK. LETS SEE WHO THEY'RE FROM. THE FIRST ONE IS FROM LATIA ( MY BESTIE ). THE SECOND IS FROM RIKER. OK REALLY? I TOLD HIM I'D BE OVER 2DAY. WHAT EVER. ANYWHO, THE THIRD MISSED CALL WAS FROM RIKER. AGAIN. WHO WOULDA GUESSED? LOL. AND THE FOURTH PERSON WAS MY UNCLE ADAM LEVINE. HAHA. LOL. I THEN DECIDED TO CALL ADAM AND JUST SEE WHAT WAS UP. NO ANSWER. OH WELL. THEN I CALLED RIKER. AND OF COURSE HE'D ANSWER. " HEYYY!!" I SAID IN A TIRED VOICE. HE THEN SAID " HEY! WHAT'S UP? YOU SOUND TIRED! LOL. SO WHAT'S UP? ARE YOU COMMING OVER?" THEN I SAID " SURE. I'LL BE OVER. ALSO YEPP. I AM EXTREMELY TIRED. HAHA. WHAT'S UP WITH YOU?" THEN HE SIAD " NOTHING. TIRED. BORED. AND PLEASE COME OVER SOONER. HAHA." THEN I SAID " OK. COOL. ALSO I'LL BE OVER SOON. I'M GETTING CHANGED INTO MY SKINNY JEANS AND A SHIRT AND I'M GONNA GET MY LEATHER JACKET AND THEN I'LL BE OVER. OK?" THEN HE SIAD " OK. SOUNDS GOOD. BYE. SEE YOU LATER. BYE." THEN I SIAD " OK. BYE. SEE YOU LATER." THEN HE SIAD " OK." THEN I HEARD THE CLICK OF HIM HANGING UP. I DROVE DOWN TO HIS HOUSE AND THEN I JUST LET MYSELF IN AND SAID " YO! RIKE! ARE YOU HOME! IT'S ALEXA SMITH! YOU HERE?!" THEN RIKE CAME RUNNING DOWN THE STAIS LIKE A LITTLE KID AND SAID " YO! ALEXA! HEY! WHAT'S UP?!" THEN I SMILED AND SIAD " NOTHING. WHAT UP WITH YOU?" THEN HE SMIRKED AND SAID " NOTHING." THEN I HUGGED HIM AND HE HUGGED ME BACK AND SAID " ALEXA?" THEN I SAID " YES?" THEN HE SAID " ARE YOU ALRIGHT?' THEN I SAID " YEPP. COURSE I AM. WHY?" THEN BEFORE RIKER COULD SAY ANYTHING ROCKY CAME DOWNSTAIRS AND SIAD " LIE." RIKER TURNED TO HIM AND SIAD " EXCUSE ME? WHAT LIE?" THEN ROCKY ROLLED HIS EYES FLASHING ME A LOOK THEN SIAD " NOTHING. JUST NOTHING. JUST A NORMAL DAY FOR LEXI. RIGHT?" THEN I LOOKED AT HIM AND SIAD " UHH.. SURE? WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSSED TO MEAN?" THEN HE SIAD " NOTHIN OH. AND YOU'RE NOT GONNA CUSS? WOW. THAT'S AWKWARD." THEN I SAID " WHA EVER LYNCH. NOT SURE WHAT THE HELL YOUR PROBLEM IS BUT IT AIN'T ME. THAT'S FOR SURE." THEN HE SHOOK HIS HEAD THEN WALKED INTO THE KITCHEN. THEN I TRIED TO CHANGE THE SUBJECT RIKER WAS ABOUT TO START BEFORE ROCKY RUDELY INTEREPTED HIM. I SAID " SOO.. WHATCHA WANNA DO TODAY?" THEN HE SIAD " I'M NOT CHANGING THE SUBJECT LEX. SERIOUSLY. YOU WINCED AWAY FROM ME HUGGING YOU. WHY? WHAT'S WRONG. THERE'S OBVIOUSLY SOMETHING WRONG AND I WANNA KNOW. SO START TALKING." THEN I SIAD " IT'S NOTHING. I TRIPED. THAT'S ALL." THEN ROCKY SIAD " LIE. AGAIN." THEN I SIAD " WHAT . IS WRONG WITH YOU?! I AIN'T LIEING." THAT LAST PART I HAD SIAD JUST A BIT QUIETER THAN THE FIRST PART. ROCKY PULLED ME INTO TH KITCHEN AND SIAD " PULL UP YOUR SHIRT." THEN I SIAD " WHY?" THEN HE SAID " QUESTION IS. WHY NOT?" THEN I SIAD " CUZ I'S NONE OF YOUR BUISNESS." THEN HE SIAD " WHAT'S NOT?" THEN I SIAD " WHAT HAPPENED LAST NITE IS NOT YOUR BUISNESS. STAY OUT OF IT ROCKY. NOW. I DON'T WANT YOU GETTING HURT. I MAY ACT LIKE A BITCH TO YOU BUT IT'S FOR YOUR OWN GOOD." THEN HE SAID " JUST TELL ME WHY YOUR DAD BEAT YOU. OR WHY HE ALWAYS BEATS YOU. JUST TELL ME LEX. I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT UNLESS YOU TELL ME THE TRUTH. I'M NOT KIDDING AROUND. THAT'S ABUSE. DO YOU WANNA KEEP GETTING HURT. CUZ I SURE DON'T WANT YOU TO." THEN I GOT SCARED AND SIAD " HOW'D YOU KNOW?" THEN HE SIAD " OK. FIRST IF ALL. I AIN'T DUMB. SECOND. NOONE EVER DOES WHAT YOU DO. LIKE EVER. AND THIRD WHY DID YOU HIDE BEHIND RIKER WHEN I MENTIONED YOUR DAD LAST NITE UNLESS SOMETHING WAS WRONG AND YOU WERE SCARED. MAYBE RIKER DIDN'T CATCH ON BUT I DID. AND I'M NOT HAPPY WITH WHAT THOSE PEOPL ARE DOING TO YOU. IT'S VERBAL AND PHYSICAL ABUSE. OH AND ANOTHER THING. RIKER TOLD ME THAT HE FOUND YOU OUT ON THE STREET. WHY WOULD YOU BE WALKING/ RUNNING AROUND LATE AT NITE UNLESS SOMETHING HAD HAPPENED AND YOU WERE TRYING TO GET AWAY. YOU WOULDN'T. NOW TELL ME EXACTLY WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON. OR ELSE." THEN I SAID OR ELSE WHAT ROCK STAR? OR ELSE WHAT?" I GOT KINDA SCARED JUST THEN. LIKE VERY SCARED. THEN ROCKY NOTICED MY SCARED EXPRESSION AND SIAD " LEX. HUN. I'M NOT GONNA HURT YOU. I'M GONNA CALL THE POLICE. THAT'S WHAT OR ELSE." THEN I GOT SO SCARED THAT I STARTED TO CRY. I NEVER CRY. I HATE CRYING. IT SHOWS MY WEAK SIDE. I HATE IT. ROCKY PULLED ME INTO A HUG THEN PICKED ME UP AND THEN HE SAT ME DOWN AND THE COUC IN THE OTHER ROOM WHERE RIKE HAD BEEN BUT HE ISN'T THERE ANYMORE. THEN I QUIETLY MUMBLED " ROCK STAR? WHERE ARE YOU GOING?" THEN HE SIAD " NOWHERE. I'M GONNA GO UPSTAIRS TO LOOK FOR RIKER. I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE HE'S AT." THEN I SAID " OH. PLEASE STAY WITH ME DOWN HERE?" THEN HE SIAD " SURE. WHY NOT. WANNA WATCH SOME TV? WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO WATCH?" THEN I SHRUGGED MY SHOULDERS AND SIAD " I DON'T KNOW. I PRETTY MUCH WATCH ANYTHING." THEN HE SMIRKED AND SIAD " ANYTHING?" THEN I SMILED. I ACTUALLY SMILED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A WHILE. THEN I SIAD " I'M GUESSING YOU WATCH SPONGEBOB?" THEN HE SMILED AND SIAD " YEPP. HOW ABOUT YOU? DO YOU LIKE SPONGEBOB?" THEN I LOOKED DOWN SMILING AND SIAD " YEA. HE'S FUNNY. PATRICK IS MY FAVE. HE'S HALARIOUS." THEN HE SAID " I KNOW RIGHT? HE REALLY FUNNY." THEN I SMILED AND SIAD " YEA. YOU KNOW, YOU'RE REALLY NICE. TO BE HONEST I USED TO HAVE A REAALY BIG CRUSH ON YOU WHEN I WAS LITTLE. YOU'RE REALLY NICE AND ALWAYS TRY YOUR HARDEST T MAKE ME HAPPY. AND YOU'RE SUCH A GREAT FRIEND AND YOU NEVER STOPPED WANTING TO BE MY BESTIE EVEN THOUGH I WAS SUPER MEAN AND AWFUL TO YOU. THANKS." THEN HE SMIRKED HIS CHEEKS TURNING BRIGHT RED AND HE SIAD " YOU'RE WELCOME ALSO I MUST ADMIT, I THOUGHT YOU WERE REALLY AWESOME AND CUTE AS A KID. I SORT OF LIKED YOU TO." THEN I SMILED PUTTING MY HEAD ON HIS SHOULDER AND THEN HE WHISPERED INTO MY EAR " I STILL LIKE YOU YOU KNOW." THEN I SMILED AND SIAD " I KNOW. I STILL LIKE YOU TO. THAT'S PART OF THE REASON I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO GET HURT OR ANYTHING. I LOVE YOU ROCKY." TEN HE SID " I LOVE YOU TO." THEN HE WRAPPED HIS ARM AROUND MY WAIST AND RIKER WALKED IN FROM OUTSIDE. THEN I LOOKED OVER AT EM AND SIAD " YO. WHERE'VE YOU BEEN AT RIKER" THEN HE BUSTED OUT LAUGHING SO I GAVE HIM A WEIRD LOOK AND SIAD " WHAT THE HECK IS SO FUNNY RIKER/" THEN HE LAUGHED SOME MORE UNTIL HE ACTUALLY STARTED CRYING CUZ OF LAUGHTER. UM.. WOW. THEN I LOOKED AT ROCKY AND WHISPERED " DO HE DO THAT ALL THE TIME?" THEN HE SIAD " NOPE. USUALLY THAT'D BE ME DOING THAT. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY HE'S LAUGHING. HE'S WEIRD. I GUESS THAT'S WHY." THEN RIKER SIAD " I'M LAUGHING CUZ YOU GUYS DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO GO OUTSIDE TO LOOK FOR ME. DID YOU GUYS LOOK AT ALL FOR ME?" THEN I SIAD " NO... NOT REALLY. I WASN'T LOOKING AT ALL. ROCK STAR LOOKED A BIT FOR YA BUT I DIDN'T. WHY?" THEN HE SIAD " CUZ. YOU SHOULD HAVE." THEN I HEARD ALLY'S BIG MOUTH AND THEN I TEXTED HER AND SIAD " WHAT THE H. E. DOUBLE HOCKEY STICKS?" THEN I HEARD EVEN MORE LAUGHTER. THEN I SEEN ALLY JUMP THROUGH THE DOOR AND THEN I SAID " ALLISON? AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. YOU'RE SOO WEIRD." THEN SHE SIAD " YEPP. I SEE YOU HAVEN'T CHANGED MUCH EITHER. EXCEPT FOTHE FACT THAT YOU'RE WITH ROCKY NOW." THEN I BIT MY LIP. THEN SHE SIAD " WAIT A SEC. HOLD UP. WAIT WAIT WAIT. STOP THE TRAIN AND BACK THAT DAMN TRAIN UP. YOU'RE WITH ROCKY?! LIKE AS IN ROCKY MARK LYNCH?! LIKE AS IN ROCKY THE DUDE YOU TOLD ME YOU HAD A CRUSH ON WHEN YOU WERE A KID THEN WAS MEAN TO HIM?!" THEN I SHRUGGED MY SHOULDERS AD ROCKY SAID " YEA. I GUESS. WHY...." THEN SHE SAID " CUZ! DUDE! SHE TOTALLY NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT YOU AS A KID! ALEXA MARY ROSE SANTIAGO SMITH! DAMN YOU GOT ONE HELL OF A NAME. ANYWHO , ARE YOU GONNA STA HERE OOR GO HOME?" I SHRUGGED MY SHOULERS SO SHE SIAD " OK. LET'S TRY THIS AGAIN. THIS TIME WITH WORDS. BUT I'LL ASK ROCKY. YOU KNOW SINSE YOU DON'T USE BIG GURL WORDS. HAHA. IS SHE GOING HOME OR STAYING HERE?" THEN H SIAD " I DON'T KNOW. IT'S UP TO HER. SHE CAN STAY HRE IF SHE WANTS TO. BUT IT'S GONNA BE ME AND RIKER HERE FOR A WHILE CUZ ROSS IS AT A SHOOT FOR A&A , DELLY IS AT SOME PHOTO SHOOT , RYLAND IS DOING PAPER WORK SOME PLACE THAT HE WON'T TELL NOBODY WHERE , MOM IS OUT SHOPPING FOR DELLY'S TUTUS , RIKER'S TIES , RYLAND'S SHOES , ROSS'S YELLOW TEE , RATLIFF'S MUSTACHE BELT , AND MY GREEN CONVERSE EVEN THOUGH I TOLD HER I COULD HAVE GOTTEN MY GREEN CONVERSE MYSELF SHE SIAD NO SHE'LL GET THEM , AND DAD IS OUT DOING SOMETHING. I DON'T KNOW WHAT HE'S DOING HE JUST SIAD ' ROCKY I'M DOING SOMETHING. STOP ASKING. AND YOU'RE NOT GOING CUZ OF THE FACT YOU'RE HYPER AS IT IS AND I DON'T NEED YOU TO GET ANY MORE HYPER. GOT IT' SO HE DIDN'T TELL ME AND I DON'T KNOW WHERE RATLIFF IS. HE ISN'T RELATED TO THOUGH. HE SIAD HE'D BE OVER TODAY IDK WHEN THOUGH." THEN I L;OOKED AT HIM AND SAID " YOU TALK ALOT." THEN HE SMIRKED AND SIAD " YES. BUT YOU TALK ALOT TO." THEN I SAID " YEA. BUT I BET I'M WAY MORE HYPER THAN YOU." THEN HE SMIRKED AND SIAD " I BET YOU ARE. YOU'RE ALWAYS JUMPY , HAPPY , FUNNY , AND SMILEY. YOU'RE COOL TO HANG ITH. ALSO YOU ARE VERY HYPER. LIKE ALL THE TIME. ALSO DID YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOUR HAIR?" THEN I SIAD " YOU'RE ONE WEIRD BOY. AND YES. I DID NOW THAT. I KNEW THAT SINCE WE WERE LIKE 4 IN A HALF." THEN HE SIAD " OH YEA? HOW?" THEN I SIA " CUZ. WHEN WE WERE FOUR YOU DECIDED YOU LOVED MY HAIR SO MUCH THAT YOU WERE GONNA CUT SOME OF MINE OFF. THEN I DECIDED TO SAY IF YOU DO THAT THAN I WAS GONNA DO THE SAME TO YOU." THEN HE SIAD " OHHH... YEA. I REMEMBER THAT." THEN ALLY BUSTED OUT LAUGHING SO I SIAD " ALLSION MARY ROSA PIZA WHAT I SOO FUNNY?" THEN SHE SIAD " CUZ. YOU GUYS ARE CUTE TOGETHER. ALSO YOU AIN'T CUSSING AS MUCH. WHICH IS GOOD CUZ YOU ALWAYS HAVE LITTLE KIDS AROUND AND THEN THEY END UP HEARING YOU CUSS AND THEY CUSS AS WELL." THEN I SIAD " GREAT. AWESOME. HAHA. I KNEW THAT. BUT THAT'S WITH A LITTLE HELP FROM CHRISTAIN. DUDE. THAT KID CUSSES ALL THE TIME." THEN SHE ROLLED HER EYES AND SIAD " YEPP. THAT'S SO TRUE. THEN I SIAD " YEA. I KNOW." TEN RIKER SIAD " HEY , ME AND ALLY ARE GONNA GO UPSTAIRS FOR A BIT. BE BACK IN A BIT." THEN I WAS LIKE " OK. WHAT EVER." THEN I WINKED AT ALLY AND SIAD WINKED AND SIAD " WOW LEXI. WOW. I CAN DO THE SAME." THEN I SAID " I CAN STICK MY TOUNGE AT YOU. HAHA." THEN SHE ROLLED EHR EYESAND SIAD " YOU ARE EXACTLY THE WAY I SEEN YOU LIKE 4 YEARS AGO. EXTREMELY CHILDISH BUT WITH AN EXTREMELY DIRTY MIND AND DIRTY MOUTH. LIKE A TRUCKERS MOUTH." THEN I ROLLED MY EYES AND SIAD " WHAT EVR ALLISON. BYE. HAVE FUN. AHAHAHA!" THEN SHE ROLLED HER EYES AND MOUTHED " DON'T WORY. I WILL. YOU TO. GET YOUR MAN." THEN I ROLLED MY EYES SHAKING MY HEAD AND ALLY SIAD " WOW.. SOO MATURE." THEN SHE WALKED UPSTAIRS WITH RIKER. WOW.. I HAVE A FEELING HE LIKES HER. EH. SHE'LL SOONLY FIGUER THAT OUT. THEN ROCKY WAS LIKE " OK. WHAT'D ALLY MOUTH TO YOU?" THEN I WAS LIKE " NOFFIN. HER USUAL STUPID WEIRDNESS." THEN HE LAUGHED KISING ME ON TH CHEEK AND THEN HE SIAD " OK. WHATCHA WANNA WATCH? HOW ABOUT WE WATCH SPONGEBOB? YEA?" THN I SMIRKED AND SIAD " OK." THEN WE WATCHED SPONGEBOB.WELL , THAT WAS INTERESTING.
WOW. ROCK STAR IS SO COOL. THIS DAY'S BEGINNING TO GET A HELL OF A LOT BETTER. YAY! WOW.. I SOUND DO GIRLY. UGH. OH WELL.
