Living with him?!

Maybe...?

JIMIN'S POV

It was 12:00 AM and I have no plans of going out.

They've been knocking at my door;I didn't open them up.I just need to be alone.

I skipped dinner.Of course,I was hungry.But,I'm too sad to go out.My eyes were red and puffy,I feel like my they're tired already.I want to pour my tears out but I guess I should stop now.

Why am I crying hard?Like,did we even break up or what?

Maybe...Maybe she's too precious like a gem..

Sujeong is like a diamond,you'd really take care of her and she's someone you'd really admire.But,when you lose her,everything will become worthless.

I confessed and she hates me.

WHAT'S SO SAD ABOUT THAT?!

I tried to cheer myself up.But,I ended up crying again.Aigoo,I'm a crybaby again.The feeling of being rejected is just..hard to handle.

I don't know how to face Sujeong.

But I really like her,how will I give up?

How can I avoid her when I see her everyday?

How can I stop admiring her when she's too pretty?

How can I erase my feelings for her when my heart doesn't want to?

How should I stop being clingy when my heart melts whenever I see her?

Aish,I don't know.

I'm so hungry.I think I should go out and get some food.Chimchim needs to survive.

Sometimes,you should think of yourself too.

I opened the door quietly.I don't want anyone to see me like this.I don't want to cry and look weak in front of them.I should go through this alone,I'm already a man.Unlike Kookie,who's still a fetus.

I opened the refrigerator and just grabbed the salad.

I don't like these kind of foods but,I'm really hungry.There's no time for me to be choosy.I have to take care of myself too.

To all Jimin stans,please don't worry.I'm not yet in the state of committing suicide.

I looked to my right.

The door outside was open.

There must be a thief..Just joking.

I remembered the time when Sujeong and I went out.ㅋㅋㅋ I enjoyed that time.

I finished the salad in no time.I drank a glass of water and brought the whole pitcher to my room.I felt crying again but I stopped myself.

"Mom.."

WHO'S THAT?!

"Mom..What will we do?"

IS THIS SOME KIND OF PRANK?!

I knew it was a girl..Her voice is not deep..

Just like Sujeong's..

I followed the voice and it led me outside.

There was a phone on her hand and she sounds like she's crying.

"Mom..You should've brought me to LA with you.."

SUJEONG?!

I quickly hid behind Aunt's plants.Hehe,I'm too small that's why I could easily hide.

Sujeong was crying hard and her eyes looked tired.

She should probably stop crying for a while.