Never Ending Love

Regretting ?

I decided I would delay until tomorrow so I got a hotel room at " Casas " . I went up to the desk and got a room , the lady instantly fell in love with the girls. She held both and was talking to them it was cute. She helped me to my room and I thanked her as she left the girls were really hyper. I started laughing when I seen Jayla kissing Jayda's cheek and Jayda pushing her away making Jays annoyed face. I swear I miss him , but I'm strong and independent I keep telling myself. I looked at my phone before opening it I put the girls by the wall on the bed so they wouldn't fall. I sat down and opened my phone and had 10 messages. So decided to read them.

- Brother : Hey you good ?

- Brother : Breee... answer me !

- Brother : Fuck it ill make my own food ;(

- Jay : Babee how are y'all ?

- Jay : Can you please answer me ! Where y'all at man , Ima be on my way !

- Prod : Say yo brother want you to cook and ray said you got some money for Taco Bell ?

- Ray : Do you got it man ... After I changed diapers a brother can't get no taco money .. I'ma remember that . I guess I'll go cuddle with my taco wrappers :,(

- Jay : Baby I know we have our ups and downs wrongs and rights but we all make dumbass mistakes . Please if you don't wanna come back I understand , at least call me so I know y'all are okay. This guilt is eating me alive . I love you all .

- Brother : Yoooooo that big booty friend of yours came by , Ima tap that shit , Cuz damn she gotta DONK ! My nieces Finna have cousins Ina whole minute.

- Lala : Tell Roc to leave me alone I don't want him -,- he won't move ! Wya ma ? Call me ! Are my babies okay ? And you better not ignore me or we gone box ! Jus kidding ! ^,^

I laughed at the messages the dumb as hell . I decided I'd call Jay , then the others. I dialed his number and waited for a answer. He picked up on the 5 ring. I guess he was sleep because he sounded real groggy.

Jay - hello ?

Bre - hey um yeah we're okay .

Jay - I'm glad baby I miss you so much , where are my babies?

Bre - Jayla is on my lap and Jayda is sleeping.

Jay - can you put the phone to Lalas ear ?

Bre - yeah here Lala daddy wants to talk to you!

I put the phone to her ear and he began talking.

Jay - hey baby daddy misses you!

Lala - * blowing raspberries *

Jay - yeah I know ! I miss you all daddy will see you soon princess. Goodnight I love you !

When Jay said that Jayla started crying. I guessed she sensed something wrong. I put the phone to my ear and heard him crying as well.

Bre- goodnight Jacob

Jay- goodnight baby I love you and my girls to!

Bre- we love you to .

We both hung up and I got Jayla to sleep and put her by her wild sleeping sister and i got up and changed into some night clothes and laid down by my babies. I grabbed my phone and got on twitter.

"@peacepunkprince : I realized what I value most in life , it's my family. Come home @misfit_spiffy15"

" @peacepunkprince : I swear I make some dumb mistakes. How could I be so stupid ? "

"@peacepunkprince : she called me! A little weight off my shoulders I just need her to come home 😞"

I retweeted everything he tweeted and I sub tweeted him back.

" @misfit_spiffy15 : yeah I'm gone but my love isn't , ill return but it takes time . Love is never ending , therefore we're never ending ❤"

" @misfit_spiffy15 : saddest thing in life is seeing your babies cry for a mistake you've done . They shouldn't have to suffer from your pain 💔 "

" @misfit_spiffy15 : on to Atlanta in the morning nothing like visiting family you've missed . Goodnight Tweetlers ❤"

I got off of twitter and layed closer to my babies and they curled up under me. I smiled and drifted off to sleep. Thinking was it selfish of me to make this choice ?