Internet Friends

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I woke with this happy feeling. This wasn't normal for me. I shook the feeling off. I dressed up and walked downstairs. And when I did I saw my "mother".  She was a no good whore who only cared about sex. Of course my dad wouldn't know that because he was always traveling for his job. I love my dad with all my heart. My mom goes to a club when he's gone and comes back with a guy. They fuck, the man gets out of the house, my mom comes down the stairs all naked then slaps me and tells me not to tell my dad.

The memory's of those moments happening glazed through my mind. I ran to my dad and hugged him. I told him I missed him. He was in Japan for a week. He smiled and he said me missed me also.  I kissed his cheek and I say across my slut mom. She was on her phone. I bet she was sexting a guy she met a few nights ago. I rolled my eyes and put some milk and cereal in my bowl. I ate my good while I talked to my dad. Mom was still texting.  What a bitch.  

I finished my cereal and I went upstairs to get my phone. I had forgotten it in my room. I turned on my phone to see 10 messages from Instagram.

alex-awsome: Hi Viola!
alex-awsome: lol that sounds so weird.  I'm calling you Vio.
alex-awsome: hi Vio! XD
alex-awsome: u aren't online 😞
alex-awsome: r u dead?! VIO?!?!
alex-awsome: VIOLET DO NOT DIE ON ME!
alex-awsome:  god I sound so desperate
alex-awsome: well I'll text you later and I'm still here  
alex-awsome: did you know I'm a guy?
alex-awsome: ok I'm going now.

The happy feeling came once again.
I met Alex 1 day  ago and he was affecting my life already. This wasn't normal. I haven't been ever since the incident. But that comes in later. I texted him telling him to leave me alone.

God I keep shutting people out.

It's shit I knowwwww don't remind meeeee