I continue sobbing for hours, unable to stop. I've never fell so hard for someone, just to be killed by cupids arrow. I'm losing control of myself. In anger I knocked down a bookcase, in sadness I ate a tub of ice team, in regret I deleted his contact. I can't help it. I finally go to my room and lock the door. Who knew that love could mess someone's life up. I fell for someone that I just met, a stupid mistake I'll never make again. I feel so worthless. I try to play games on my phone, but they just don't seem fun anymore. I try turning on the television, but I can't decide what to watch. It's like I can't make any simple decisions, and it doesn't help Josh is always in the back of my mind, constantly saying, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.". And I sometimes think, "What would happen if I just died." I couldn't do that to my fans, and that's the only reason I'm not already dead. To keep myself busy, I came up with a routine, so I won't have any time to think about Josh. I wake up. I eat cereal. I go to the recording studio. I go to sleep. I wake up. I eat cereal. I go to the recording studio. I go to sleep. I wake up. I eat cereal. I go to the recording studio. I go to sleep. On my days off, I volunteer at different places. I can't think for myself anymore. I only speak, when spoken to. My mind is so unorganized, I can't even think straight.
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Weeks after starting my new routine, a new magazine was delivered to my door. I was on the cover. It read,
"PEOPLE MAGAZINE
HOTS FOR HALSEY PG. 2
KIM K. NEW CLOTHING LINE PG. 5
TAYLOR S. NEW SONG PG. 8"
I turn the page, and read all about how we met at the coffee shop, and went to the French bakery, how I let him stay at my house, the American Horror Story day, and how we spent the day together... Including what happened while watching the Princess Bride. And at the end of the page it states, "STORY BY: JOSHUA DUN"
why would Josh do this to me. I get a call from an unknown number, but ignore it. I just feel like screaming, crying, or just falling over and dying. I don't have time for this...
MESSAGE FROM AUTHOR:
Hey guys! Hope your enjoying the story so far! If you haven't figured out already, Halsey just got Major Depression. You can look up the symptoms if you'd like to know more about it. It's a serious matter, and I thought it would be a good twist for the story. Thanks for making it this far! Xox, Savanna <3
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