Stepping inside my mind

Author's Note Update!

Yes. I know that i haven't been on much lately I'm sorry about that but I have so many exciting things that have happened. Some good and some bad, I'll start off with bad so that I can cheer you all up with good happy news. In fact I started writing this before going to say something really special I still will but now I can also tell you what happened after it. So the bad stuff that has happened: 1) I have a bunch of missing assignments for different classes and my parents are going to kill me once they find out how many( I should probably be working on them now but... eh) 2) I'm grounded nothing new but I will never be getting my phone back until ever 3) My ex-best friend not the ex part was a complete pervert and wanted to fuck me so isn't that "fun" 4) I probably won't be able to do Musical Theater next semester which really really sucks  because musical theater is more or less my life 5) Someone told the administration about my scars so now I'm going to have to go see a psychiatrist. I think that's it if not I'll just add a random number in the good section, which by the way will be really long. So now onto the good stuff: 1) So although you all might not think this exciting I'm pretty cowardly so, I went to Netherworld and didn't cry,scream, and jumped half as much as I thought I would. I did both The Rotting and Vault 13. 2)I now have an 89 in Science which I was failing in the beginning of the school 3) Today's Halloween and 4/5 of my friends are able to come over tonight which is a really good accomplishment 4) My boyfriend and I have been dating for 6 months as of October 26th 5) Following that when I asked for a kiss that Monday he said sure, he then pulled me in and then he pulled me into a hug, He said he was going to kiss me on Halloween because I made him wait until our six month anniversary to tell him the name of the song that we first danced to when he asked me 6) And following that other note today is Halloween which meant that he was going to kiss me. So after the last day of our musical we had a cast party. So he and I were walking around and we sat on this chase thing (it was a really comfortable lounge) I only had 2 minutes till I had to go and he told me to close my eyes so I did and he told me to stay right there, Then he leaned in and put his lips on mine and kissed me. I opened my eyes after and he put his forehead to mine and our noses to. Then after that I was trying to catch a fly that was being really annoying( note: the floors at where I was are normally slippery depending on what shoes you wear, I was wearing ones that slip) So I run towards it and slide and fall down, I'm really clumsy, My boyfriend puts his hands out and helps me up. We  stand there for a few seconds looking at each other until he pulled me into another kiss. Another side note We had just had cake before this with icing, When I was walking to leave he pulled me inside and said that his lips taste sweet now. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I'm sorry I've been waiting for a long time. 7) He's also coming over at 4 and we're going trick or treating together, my parents don't know we are, He's not supposed to be dating yet and neither am I 8) We just finished performing Annie and it went so fucking well, Everyone kept coming up to me after and saying I did really well AND meaning it. 

That should be it for now I don't know I'll probably update later. By the way I got a tumblr it's: destielsmurderhouse. That's it for now I'll talk to you all later remember you can always message me. Happy Halloween!!!