Darling Even Though You Try, You'll Never Understand The Pain Inside (Frerard)

I wish that we could lay here for hours and just reminisce

BTW I'm gonna name the chapter titles after song lyrics and the name and artist of each song will be at the beginning of the chapter and I'll put the youtube video on the side too. This one is from Happy by NeverShoutNever.

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 Gerard and Frank ran down the steep hill, losing control of their legs as they gained speed. they both tumbled foward and landed on top of each other, finding themselves in the feild in front of the school. "Shit!" Frank yelled, bening squished under Gerard's weight. "Get off me, you fat ass!" Frank laughed, pushing gerard off of him. They rolled over on their backs, sweating, laughing, and gasping for well-needed air. Gerard was laughing so hard he could feel the tears begin to stream down his cheeks.

  Gerard, Mikey, Frank and Ray had been best friends since as far back as they can remember, and had even started living together since last year. Now they all had to face the living nightmare in which we call high school. And they all agreed that it was complete and total bullshit.

 Besides Gerard and Mikey being brothers, Frank and Gerard were the closest of friends. Absoluley inseparable. They did pretty much everything together and hated being apart for long periods of time. But there was only one little problem. Gerard had a major crush on Frank.

 Frank didn't know that, though. And Gerard planned on keeping it that way. Gerard kept a lot of things from Frank, and even though he didn't like to, he felt as if he had no other choice. Gerard was gay. Gerard cut himself. Gerard cut himself. Gerard tried to kill himself. Twice. Those were only a list of the guilty secrets Gerard kept from Frank, and there were plenty more. But Frank was the only one who made him forget about  all of that. Frank made all of Gerard's pain and misery vanish. Thats why Gerard loved him. Frank made him truly happy.

 After he calmed down his laughter a bit and dried his now tear-stained face on his sleeve, Gerard rolled over to face Frank, staring into his deep hazel eyes. Frank's face was flushed a rosy pink color and he was breathing heavily from runinng down the hill. Gerard watched the steady rise and fall of Franks chest for a while before ripping some grass out of the warm ground and sprinkling it over Frank's face.

 He thought about how nice it would be to kiss Frank's perfect lips right then and there, but resisted the urge, knowing it would scare the livivng shit out of Frank. Instead, Gerard looked up into the clear blue sky and felt the warmth of the sun on his pale, almost vampire-like, skin. He sat like that for a while, not thinking about anything, until he was suddenly startled out of his daze by a feezing cold splah of water coming crashing down on his face.

 Gerard shot up and turned to see a laughing Frank, water bottle in hand. "You little bitch." Gerard said, grinning. Frank started towards their home and, a heartbeat later, Gerard was up on his feet and chasing after she small, but quick, boy. he actually felt real hapiness at that moment. It had been a while since he genuinley felt that way. He enjoyed it.

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 So what did you guys think? I know, I know, it sucked. But i'll try to make the next chapter better, okay? Blease leave you ideas and opinins in the comments below! :D