Trusting him shall be the death of me

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Chapter one

" Ahhh ALAINA!! EEP! my cousin Riley squealed like she was some mad women!

I love her but man that women is so loud ha ha.

"YES RIWEYY!" i screamed back at her the same way she did to me.

"I GOT ONE DIRECTION VIP TICKETS WITH BACK STAGE PASSES!" this girl is bluffing

"holy crap , are you joking?" she tends to joke a lot so i had to ask.

"no now hurry up and get dressed we have to go shopping . the concerts tomorrow. remember that July 15th the day your awesome cousin fell in love with the amazing Harry Styles." Riley said with a grin . She is obsessed with Harry!

"will do cous, By the way how did you get the tickets?' i asked very curiously.

" umm.. i got them from your brother Jake." she said guilt across her face she knew we haven't spoken since last year.

" ohh. ill have to thank him one day. " I said

Now that i think about it i haven't seen him in a year. it has been a year since the incident. that incident changed my whole life. it made me move from Virginia to London with my seventeen year old cousin. I didn't know why he blamed me and he still does. He thinks i am the reason why they died and why they got killed . He thinks i made a plan if only he knew ...

Maybe in someway I did cause them to die . That could be why i didn't come out of my room in this flat for over 6 months. It was because i have guilt. i just know i can never trust a guy in my life because when they break your heart they take your family down with you.

"ALAINA!" my cousin yelled at me and she had the look of pity because she had spoken of my brother in front of me.

She always tells me to move on and stop worrying that when i see them again they will forgive me but here's the problem i cant. How can you forget the people who raise you ? The people you thought were always there for you. The ones to pick you up when you fall. That's all a lie! They never help you they watch your pain and your sorrow and laugh. Tell you to grow up and then when your heart breaks you find out they were behind all of it. It kills you

"sorry spaced out wanna go to the mall?" i asked not looking her in the eye if i looked at her i would break down and they are not worth my tears.

"yea " she said and when she looked at me she gave me a fake smile to try to reassure me that every thing was okay.

We both headed outside and we found my beautiful motorcycle in its parking spot.

Yea that's right i ride a motorcycle pretty bad ass of me . I'm one of those girls who when people see me riding my motorcycle they think that I'm some goth person or some really bad child who partys all day and night little did they know I'm broken inside.

" AIAINA!" Riley screamed at me maybe i should change my name when she says it so many times that girl.smh..

"WHAT?!" i said a little bit with a snappy attitude " were at the mall." she said and she didnt even glimpse up at me. I deserved it i was rude after all.

We both were thinking of places in the mall to go to impress one direction

"FOREVER 21! " we both screamed at the same time we looked at each other and died laughing

when we were kids we used to do the thing where we would be twins and say the same stuff at the same times it was really funny.

It took us three hours at the mall but we found our outfits for tomorrow.

I had chosen a pair of black skinny jeans that had rips in them but the rips had white fabric sown into them which made them even more hipster mode. then for my shirt i had worn a crop top which reached just before my belly button so people can see my belly button piercing. I then bought some new cute boots

Riley on the other hand went with an elegant look. she had chosen some red skinny jeans which were very killer and her shirt was also a crop top that said stay strong and love me . she also had a belly button piercing since we got them at the same time . On her 15th birthday those were the days when life wasn't so complicated i miss those days as much as miss my family all alone in London with your cousin isn't the best way to live your life to the fullest. She then completed her outfit with some gorgeous sandals.

When we had gotten home that night we were so tired we went straight to bed and we dreamt about

One direction and how our concert experience would be like tomorrow.

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So that was the first chapter i hope you liked it please comment any suggestions or anything like that. Also please follow me and vote and like thanks loves . also i Will post a chapter every day unless its a weekend and i have stuff to do