Trusting him shall be the death of me

Chapter Two

" Alaina get your skinny ass up" Riley screams at the me while jumping on my bed

I look over at my alarm clock which is sitting on my nightstand that read 6am i stared at my cousin blankly thinking why the hell she woke me up so damn early

"Its 6 o'clock in the effing morning ! what do you want? " i bark at her . seriously this girl knows I'm not a morning person.

"well since we got the backstage passes were allowed to go early to the concert and watch them rehearse and get to know them better. so get your ass up into the shower because we leave at 7:45" she said while smiling like an idiot i mean i love one direction and their music helped me get ovber a hard time in my life but i am not obsessed i do have a major crush on Liam Payne though which is why I glad to know he is single [ author's note: all the boys are single in this story sorry Danielle Perrie and Eleanor i love you guise xxoo]

"alright fool im getting up" I stated while walking out of my bedroom and into the bathroom in the hallway.

I turned on the water and stripped my clothes off while steeping into the shower and letting the warmth throughout my body. I felt the urge to sing like i always do singing has been one of my passions like my parents used to say they always encouraged me and i thought they loved me well i thought wrong. I mean they left me just like in a blink off an eye no goodbye or anything. with this in my mind i sang the only song that came to my mind the one i wrote when i was crying while putting myself to bed every night until i got over and moved to London with a fresh start .

Skies are crying, I am watching

Catching teardrops in my hands

Only silence, as it's ending, like we never had a chance.

Do you have to make me feel like, there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have

You can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass

Like I'm made of paper

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears

I awaken and untangle you from me

Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed

All my windows, still are broken, but I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have

You can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass

Like I'm made of paper

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

Go run run run I'm gonna stay right here

Watch you disappear yeah

Go run run run yeah it's a long way down

But I'm closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have

You can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass

Like I'm made of paper