Today has been good I guess. I woke up kinda late so I didn't get time to do my normal amount of make up, but that's ok. I don't feel that much different without it.
Nothing unusual happened today. I got up went to school then practice and went home. My calorie intake for the day is about 600, it's better than the rest of the days this week so far, but I know I can do better. I want to get to about 450. I wish my mom would stop making such heavy dinners. I usually have to skip breakfast and lunch so I don't end up eating to much throughout the day but that usually leads to me binging later. Ugh, but I also did about 50push ups, 50squats(weighted), 120 sit ups and some planks+ practice. I can't wait for next semester because I'm going to be taking advanced conditioning and I will be able to burn off a lot more calories. Anyways there is this guy I kinda like but I'm pretty sure he thinks I'm a loser so that's just great. I think at one point he had a crush on me but then I played a song by 3days grace (I don't like them, but my friend recommended them to me so I bought a whole album) and he normally listens to green day and Beatles and generally good music. Like super classy and nobody doesn't like his music. So yea I'm stupid.
I'm going to start working out a lot more. And maybe u even go running a bit like I did in summer. Idk.
We have this new kitten and he is so annoying, he keeps making noise and won't let me sleep sooo yea.
That's it for today I guess
Cal:600
Exercise:-200?
Cw:163
gw:115
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Non-Fiction(TRIGGER WARNING) hey guys, so I'm going to make a feelings journal kinda. I think it's going to be similar to blogging and later I might add my tumblr account . anyways I guess I'm pretty messed up. I have anxiety, an eating disorder, social anxiet...
